mr.spec +mr.fever

haih...very glad..dunno y..muahahahahahahaha

my lense happens to drop out from my black rectangular spectacles frame..
come to think of it, my spec always broke or d lense will simply drop out during exam seasons..
broke my purple colour frameless specs during SPM...
broke d same spec's lense during STPM...
then i step on my spec last year..was it during exam time?nvm..
then today my spec buat hal lagi..n now it's my final exam season wasai..

u know, they -as in my fellow MR.SPECTACLES- r very clever, they'l only create prob during d week b4 my exam or even during d exam week itself n not other days..
plus another problematic fellow, MR.FEVER , it's like a sure thingy...u know how best frens always sticks together..haih..
jus pray it won't happen tis time..had fever during PMR,SPM (biology paper-it was raining tat day too),STPM(math-statistic somemore..walau)

but dunno y..feel kinda glad today.....aha!perhaps it's d shiokness feeling of winning over my lazy brain n eyes!!muahahahaha nyaman-nia (凉-啊!!)

p/s: btw tis is a pic from neenee..THANK Q THANK Q MUACKS HUGZ!!!!! can help feeling tat not only YOU R PRETTY.....I AM PRETTY TOO!!!MUAHAHAHAHAHA beh tahan...
(neenee-d girl in d pic tat i nearly kissed d other day on my previous post)

SHIOK NIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

do u know d best way to release stress? CLEANING D ROOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehe i enjoy cleaning, re-arranging n decorating my room hehehe FUHSAI SYIOK NIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaha but b4 i clean my room jus now, d paip hose in my toilet burst resulting a wet pig(tat's me ;p) running around trying to find something to stop d water from bursting out..finally d pig manage to hold down d hose n won over d battle....by....turning of d main water tab MUAHAHAHAHA

had my neon light changed as well, so now d room is much more brighter...had my floor,ceiling fan, furnitures, decorations, tables, chairs, keyboard, computer n etc etc cleaned..hehe now my room is filled with rose fragrant....THEN, d ultimate weapon wil b my summer breeze fragrant oil tat's burning...wasai......SHIOK NIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehehe then Rachel came n gave me a small present she bought today when she went out wit her bf hehehe THANK Q THANK Q!!MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS!!
btw, rachel is an uni fren of mine, we r not from d same group of frens(but v r from d same class), nor do v hang out together but v happens to stay in d same hostel n v will usually help each other out if there's anything.. lets jus put it tis way, she's d type of "yee hei chai lui"..u know d type of fren tat if u treat her nice, she'll treat u even nicer...

v sort of hav a "yau yee hei" kind of friendship...a very frank n open friendship i guess..v share every tips, notes, n so on..v dun hide anything v know in terms of education....some ppl jus dun like it if they happens to know tat u r studying..wasai..losing isn't such a big deal la~~~

so now, am relaxing, hungry n after some food..i shall b ready to continue my study again..heheh FUHSAI SHIOK NIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a small mp3 bag from Rachel..10q!


tat's my little baby,ennyah wit her new home...


a souvenier from her trip to oversea tis year..


gaya,mutu, ke-yauyeng-an hehehe

peace pls..peace

dunno y...
dunno what...
i hav tis sort of an uneasy feeling...
smthg in btween d chest..
can breath, can't sleep...
tired n i really wish i could sleep...need it badly...
been loitering for d whole day cox i can't find d peace in me..
how.....tired~~

thank you dear..

YAY YAY YAY!!! darling bought me my FAVOURITE , my FIRST book of CALVIN N HOBBES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANKQ THANKQ THANK Q THANKQ MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

VERY VERY VERY HAPPY..REALLY..SO TOUCHING TAT I ALMOST CRY...
been wanting to get one but it is way too expensive...but i really like it...he got it for me though he's ade dead broke..guess d most touching fact is tat, he has tis planned b4 hand n he actually saved up his money to get me tis comic...not only he got me a gift which i really like, he planned it n he has d heart to do it too...thank u dear..thank you...i really love it!! very very happy~~

the first page of d book...


the ending page...so sweet~~~


ps: can die, frustrated at a moment, very very very happy at another...hehe

EAT SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*&^%$#@!*&^%$#@!*&^%$#@!!!!!!!!!!!
123456789012345678901234567890!!!!!!!!!
一二三黄吧蛋仇鸡蛋四五六七八去你( )的九十!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Duh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

should i? should i not?

help~~

revision at uni..

pro n con studying at d library..

PROs

• able to stay at my place for more than 1 hour-at home can't help wandering about,cleaning stuff, digging out food to eat, playing songs,watching dvd,comfotable bed invitation,online~ ZERO distractions..
• able to study cox hav lots of pl studying wit me hehehe..
• able to b independent-hav to study,have lunch, go toilet, fill up d water bottle alone hehehe

CONs

• d bloddy b#$%^ next too me was turning on her mp3 so loudly tat i thought she owned d whole f#*king library..damn!

p/s: hehe after lunch now so thought of babbling here b4 i continue my study hehehe KAMBADEH DESTENEh!!!!!!!

letter to hong红 chai

Dear hong红 chai,

I’m a faithful customer of yr company since d day I took my first ride to KL wit daddy n mummy. I’ve always remember how those uncles will drive u n take me to KL to hav fun. I grow up knowing n recognizing u as my first choice whenever I need a ride to KL.

I’m an adult now n I’m still pretty much a loyal customer. Can’t really remember when I switched to another company…Aha! Perhaps it was during father’s day tis year where impressively all yr tickets has been sold out few days earlier. Imagine during CNY where ppl usually failed to get d ticket, I still got it n I make sure that I got it. Tis is bcox in u I found a sense of familiarity, not to mention a comfortable ride bk home. We had built a sort of relationship I guess.

However, d services provided by yr company has decline. Not only d ladies at d counter r unfriendly, those uncles tat r driving too does not seems as kind as b4. So loyal tat, I dun mind if they chatted over d phone while driving knowing how stable yr wheels r. But at times I feel like taking down their photos in case one day they crashed us, v hav d evident to show tat it is not yr fault.

Sometimes they smoke too. I know it makes u smelly n it makes us uncomfortable. I understand tat during the long journey, they get tired n bored easily. But puffing at d expenses of our health as a secondary smoker, I somehow find it rather irritating. Little by little, I start to feel a distance between u n me.

Some of them will speed too as though they r competing in F1 race. Pushing u hard on d pedal even during d raining days. I do worry tat one day u might skid n hurt yrself n others who ride on u jus like I do.

But ultimately, what has really become a prob, is tat I can no longer take their ignorant attitude towards us. Many times, not once, not twice but 3 times, they refused to stop n allow me to d ladies. There was once they let me waited for an hour after my request n I thought I was going to explode. They did it to me again tis trip, I've waited for 45 mins while looking sadly as I watch those resting areas pass by. Mind u, I always try to hold bk as long as I can til they stop but when I do make requests, I am usually at d edge of exploding. I understand d rule of d game, only one stop along d journey. I too un tat u hav a schedule to keep up to. But there r times, d need is jus there. I’ve even had a phobia over it tat I make sure I wil visit d ladies at least two times b4 I ride on u. After all, I do not wish to wet on u n make u smelly.

But if one day, I happen to have lung cancer or stones in my kidney, I am SO SO SO GONNA SUE THEM!!! I know I will n might cost u yr job but perhaps tis is also a good way to end yr misery as well as mine. Take care my little hong红chai, be strong.

Yrs,

a faithful bus passenger, tash

wonderful gathering..

our second class gathering..hehe perhaps tis is a rather successful gathering i would say bcox almost everyone was there..i can't really put any words to describe how was it tat day..i guess, wat i can say is....i personally feel tat our friendship has entered another level..a stronger level..a bond..
am very Thankful n there's simply no words to describe how i feel....
ENJOYED VERY VERY VERY MUCH TAT NITE!!WE HAV LOTS OF FUN!!!!

p/s: tis pic's colour look nicer than d previous one..perhaps it's bocx of d lighting..lazy to adjust wit photoshop but watever it is..everyone in jr1 n jr3 pic look superb!!!!

btw for those who r curious bout who is chloe hehehe search it from d pic la..hehehe

small keong's bday +jr3 gathering..

sorry guys been away for few days..so din mange to reply yr msg hehehe..i was bk in TAIPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 LOVELY TAIPING!!!!!!!!1 HOME SWEET HOME....

here's d update....
went for steamboat last monday(22/8/03)with jr3 at sunway..(12 of us hehe-it happens tat me n another guy,his name is chu, r gf n bf for their classmates so we were invited to join their class gathering too), can't really recall d name of d shop but it is situated rite at d opposite of sunway pyramid..i think it is called Yuen Steamboat restaurant..
the food r not bad, the group r damn "sam pat" hahahahah, d boss's son is very very handsome n smart hehehe..plus it was keong's bday.. so extra celebrations..not celebrating for d end of examination but celebrating to welcome it instead muahahaha.. hav lots of fun d other nite..check it out..

p/s: d pic in my previous previous post hehe tat's me n nee neee kissing..hehehehe jason dun jealous ya~

btw, who is nee nee? she's a siao siao fren of mine in uni..wasai she's one tat u'l laughed yr head off when u r together wit her..she can really do lots of stupid stunts wit ya n one thing for sure..she's truly a sweet n nice to cuddle girl..miss hugging her hehehe

duh...

was suppose to post on the gathering tat v had but damn..jus dunno wat's wrong wit d pic..perhaps d file size is too big....no choice, guess jus hav to post it some other day..so better post tis b4 i forget hehehe....

went to a movie after our class gathering last tues..there were bout 13 ppl in d cinema including me, chloe,chris,wenzi n phuiyee n we watched tis hong kong movie named "ah sou"..i'm not gonna to elaborate or comment on tis movie bcox i hav a better review from chloe's blog hehehe so for review do visit her blog k! hehehe in d mean time, tis is my humble opinion about d movie........



it ain't artistic enough to b artistic n it ain't exciting enough to b exciting..i jus dun like it..

p/s: btw, if u happens to watch tis movie guess d most ridiculous part wil b d ending (d dialogue) damn!

coming up next...

to be continue................

miko,monica,sylvia..

went out for lunch with Miko (a fren tat i get to know during my industrial training)..let me jus giv u some insight of my fren..for those who know what happened during my industrial tranning, well tis is the fren tat i've been telling u all..She's the one who always help me out, she's d one who always defend me whenever there r ppl who try to bully me..she's d one who will share her hong kong drama with me..she's d one who taught me all about photoshop...n she's also d one who bought me my first bible :)

Miko, Sylvia n Monica

she has helped me a lot during my industrial attachment..if it is not bcox of her, i dun think i could survive through it...not bcox of d work mind u, but bcox of some other reasons..
so, i went out with her n her two daughters Monica n Sylvia n her maid..
after lunch v went to salvation while Miko went to d nearby shop to develop her photos..when i was wit her daughters n i saw smthg which was very sweet of Monica (strd 2 i think) n Sylvia(bout 3 years old)..

Sylvia was practically dancing in d shop n i was standing behind her..then i watched n starts smiling..i mean she's so cute, then she realised my present,she turned, she looked at me n smile shyly n said "i dunno u were behind me hehe"walau..cute nia..hahaha

then after tat i went to Monica (she's at d children's section reading some books). Then she showed me some books n started to read to me a story on how adam n eve found some animals in their garden..she really can read very well, i am amazed because not only her pronounciation is good her understanding of the story too r not bad..there was tis page with a pic of some monkeys in d bush..then Sylvia began to make some cute monkey noise jus out of a sudden... "uh uh ark ark" hahahahaha she sounds so funny...."uh uh ark ark" hahaha

finally when we walked bk to Miko's car, Sylvia began to hold my hand n starts toking to me..n i thought she's gonna ask some very innocent question like "jie jie wat is yr name" u know those kind..instead d first ques she asked was " jie jie, wat's yr horoscope?" *pengsan*
may God..they r so so sweet n cute...hahahaha

my first personal bible :)
inside wit my bookmarks n so on


the content wit illustration
*(whole set including d red bag, keychain n bible r from miko)

p/s: THANK YOU!!!!!! Thanks for treating me not only as a fren but as a little sis i would say..thank you n May God bless ya~

damn..

..it's not tat i refused to listen
in fact, i do,
wat's wrong with me?
y do i make such mistake?
i should hav stay in my room instead of being here n feeling so dong dong about it...

damn!!..d classes has been cancelled, n i dunno bout it..or rather i'm too ignorant to listen properly when ms.Pauline annouced it last week...damn!

l better head home to my warm n comfortable bed now~

nature or nurture?

" serious, am i tat talkative?"
"hey, u should hav know tat 22 years ago! hahahaha"-wendy
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anyone, jus anyone from those who know me as a fren/fren's fren/fren's fren's fren's, or ppl who simply know me in general, wil usually use d word "siao","talkative", "chatterbox","noise", one of d highlight, "long gassss.....hehehehe" n others of d same meaning to refer me :) (checkout my friendster testimonial if u wan to)

i'm not from a debate or public speaking team bk in secondary sch..i not even one now..but most of my frens found me to be talkative.. jus like one of them..

but after some thougths i realised tat my talent to babble could b from nurture instead of nature. i can b very soft, quiet, humble, innocent, sweet, pure n d list goes on............ MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *duh~~self praise is no praise at all*

The reasons are:

• i hav tons of frens who simply like to laugh n they dun really tok much yet they r usually d one tat i am close wit...there r so so many of them n when i'm wit them, i wil some how b d one who's doing most of d toking...So, it's not tat i damn can tok but it's bcox they r d one who damn can laugh! if everyone starts laughing n no one to start toking then how?? so, no choice, i hav to sacrifice myself then.. :)
  

• being only at third place in my family (dad's d winner, elder bro d second one, then me, my younger bro n lastly mum), there's no choice but to maintain my toking skills if not, dun think i can survive in d family where everyone wil jus shoot u down if u happens to use d wrong word in yr conversation...v can really tease each other n it is usually a 4 VS 1 situation..some ppl says tat i am GOOD at RATIONALIZING certain issues..thanks to all my family members, they r way far more capable n logical than i am..therefore, obviously my debating n crapping skills r from hard training n it's deffinately something tat is NURTURE out of me~~

• when there's market demand, there wil b supply..as wat greeny n chloe told me.."it's fun to hear u tok..u sounds so funny hahaha~~" THOUGH i am dead serious at d moment.. *puzzle*

• lastly, being a female itself, d talent to nag is as natural n pure as mineral water... :)

there r many more reasons but perhaps d above main reasons is enough to prove tat yr dear fren me is actually a very sweet n quiet girl..so dun say i am talkative anymore k!! peace~ :)

p/s:better get bk to my studies..

7 月14...

today is d first day of d "hungry ghost"month..

there r many different versions about d origin of tis festival however, i personally found d following to be logic and interesting..........

In chinese culture..d 7th month of chinese calendar(August in western calendar), d gates of hell will open n all d spirits will be out(in d living world) looking for food. .it seems tat only during tis month tat they wil b able to swallow d food tat they eat....tis is bcox in d remaining days in hell, they'l wil b torture n things tat they put in their mouth will end up burning their throat instead..so in other words, there wil b no food able to pass through their throat, their esophagus into their stomach..that's y it is call d "hungry ghost"month..

some other believe tat tis is d month where most of d spirits including their deceased family members, relatives, friends or even enemies will b around to visit them,to bring luck n even for some who r being murdered, framed or wronged will b back to take revenge..

u'l b able to see many ppl burning joss sticks, "hell money" n even latest paper Nokia to hi-fi set to offer them to d spirits so tat they will be blessed with luck n avoid being "disturb" in return...
they will usually pray by the road side n cross junction because tis is d so-call "popular" site..

i saw a couple in their late forties praying by d road side today..been trying to avoid realising d day but thanks to my idiot frens, they jus happily remind me of today is "d day"endlessly...
imagine, i had even recieved a call from a long lost fren jus to say hi (while giggling like mad) n reminded me of today..Thanks Winna, n hope u ran into 'one' yrself!hah!!! hahahahahaha :P

u know, there has been alot of rumour going on since d day i moved into tis hostel..there was even a suicide case happened here a year or two years ago....hate to admit tis but yes i am afraid.... even when i am typing tis down, i can feel d hair at d back of my neck standing up..

i'm alone tonite cox my roommate has went home..dun think i'l switch off d light to sleep tonite..gosh, i'l b having presentation tomolo n a good nite sleep is very must desired....

p/s: part of me r afraid but part of me too wonder if grandma will b home to visit us..kinda miss her...

disgusting..

warning:
d following pic might b disgusting, irritating, offensive or any other words related to d "eeii.."feeling. In advertising, some label tis sort of pic as "bad taste" but for me, can't help posting it since found it to b rather interesting than my sociology book...peace.
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welcome to my colourful washroom(sound better than toilet rite hehehe)....



i had only realised how colourful my t***** is today when i went in to wash my face..hehehe
tis is so so gonna makes my trip to d t***** happier from today onwards....hehehehe

OMG tis is so disgusting.........YES, I AM DISGUSTING!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA...*pengsan* :P

NOTE: new term learned for d day...
Sociology-chap 6 Deviance n Control-pg 163 (phenomenological theory)-paragraph 2, line 5

hermaphrodite= a person with both male n female sex organ.

y didn't i blog?

chloe asked me today y didn't i update my blog(chloe: as though la, u yrself did update yrs muahahahah).....there's actually few things which i would like to share yesterday but due to d fact tat i did not manage to blog it so i've too forgotten wat they r hehehe..

ANYWAY, BACK TO D REASONs Y I DIDN'T BLOG...actually, part of d reasons is bcox of :

1. wat darlene( a uni mate of mine who is younger but seems more down-to-earth than i am) had said
2. i listened to wat she had said
3. i am practising self dicipline at d moment (avoiding d computer)
   

scenerio behind d reasons:
was showing chloe d other day my cindertasha at d computer lab n darlene was there...

tash: hey, cute or not? (pointing at d computer screen with a shiok sendiri smile)
darlene : hey exam coming soon leh! nonit study ah?
then chloe starts laughing non-stop at tat moment.. :P

hehehe darlene, if u happens to read tis post, dun b too shock/angry/misunderstood y i mentioned yr name here n how it is related to d reasons y i did not blog k hehehe..
infact, i wanna THANK YOU...bcox i've been delaying my studies since d beginning of d month, n yr poor fren me is indeed someone who's very "gatal"..
NOT d gatal tat u r thinking (u know, miang....nope nope nope) instead, gatal in d sense tat hehe i like it when ppl scold me once a while..a bit "pien tai" leh hehehe

u c, sometimes, i like it when ppl kinda remind me of my mistakes through scolding..hehehe for example i always like to c ping gets angry n sort of scolded me in a rather not so fierce but concern n yet "char-dou-by-me" tat kind of tone hehehehe he sounds so "MAN" lah~ muahahhahahaha

so when darlene burped out tat sentence i was like "hehehe okokok will study N must study"
so i kept myself away from d computer n start studying yesterday...
u know, it is kinda hard to start studying after u've stop for some time (i'm not d consistent kind of student) but bcox of wat she had reminded me, i forced my superego to take over my id n managed to finish some chapters on socioloy n creative strategy...don't u jus love it sometimes when ppl scold? heehhehe

hehehe, in case darlene c tis, thank u ya...do scold me often but not always k hehehe

am searching for my thesis lit review now ,wil take my bath after tis n study lol ~~~gambadeh!!!!

p/s: to all my frens, though i like to b scolded(only in special circumstances) but tat doesn't give u d rite to scold, letting out yr steams n etc on me k...thank u for yr cooperation.

NOTE:
superego:the part of personality tat is moral: popularly known as conscience.
id :d part of personality tat is irrational, concerned only wit seeking pleasure. (partying, enjoying ourselves, lepaking, blogging n etc etc)

chinese cindertasha...

hehehe too boring nthg to do plus lazy to study so i went n play around wit my photoshop(u know la, still new, found it rather fun to play wit hehehe)....d first one is d original cinderella n d second one is yr dear fren me hehehehe....wat do u think?the eyes, nose, smile, cheekbones belongs totally to me without any modification... but i did infact added some eye shadow to it hehehehe...

p/s: For clearer view, pls click on d picture itself..btw, d eyeshadow should b in purple n d colour should be clearer..perhaps i've enlarged it so tat it's easier to see, tat's y d colour seems to be lighter than it is supposed to be...ehm...

sweet little kid..

was having dinner at kf c jus now n as usual after food, we must wash our hands rite hehe so
jus when i was washing my hands, i saw tis little bout 3 year old malay boy came near d sink, he tried to reach for d soap but unfortunately his too short to reach it..
so i helped him to press d button when his little bro about 2 years old came n wanted to wash his hands too..hehe so i helped to put some soap on his hand as well..then i smiled to them..guess d younger one almost freaked out afterall i am a stranger..a not so pretty one in fact.. :P

then to my surprise his elder bro actually reached out his hand n helped his little bro to clean his hand after he has finished cleaning his own..
i mean, they r jus kids n d elder bro actually knows how to take care or d smaller one..seeing d elder one holding his little bro n cleaning his hand slowly sure makes me smile..i mean they r so sweet....n they r so young...
so i was telling ping tat next time , i too will teach my children to look after each other...they r simply jus too too sweet....

will u?

i am never good at saying "NO" to ppl especially if they need help.In fact, i once hav a buddy who told me tis.."can u stop being an angel!"..it torn my heart when i heard tat cox i thought i was jus helping..till today i still find it hard to say "no"

my only 2-months new rommie woke me up earlier tis morning when i was still chit-chatting wit MR.Chow in my dreams, n asked me to sign some sort of "witness agreement" for her loan application n i was like "what??"

i was VERY VERY RELUCTANT seriously..i mean afterall i dun really know her cox most of d time i'l b in uni..more over, why do u want me to sign it? i think it is kinda shocking n rude at d same time, u know asking someone u hardly know to place thier signature on an agreement as a favor.

She sort of mentioned to me d nite b4 n i've already given her a BIG hint tat i dun think i wil sign for her n i was hoping tat she un. Then, she replied saying tat her parents wil meet me n give d agreement to me the next morning n i was like so dumb founded..

so i've decided from the very moment tat DUN CARE LA! even if her parents indeed came still i will stand firmly on my decision.."NO, I WON'T SIGN IT..i hardly know u!!!!"

she hasn't come bk yet today n wonder wat wil both of us feel...perhaps there'll b a tensed feeling in d room but guess i couldn't care so much cox it is better to b safe than to be sorry later on...rite?

if i ...

i think i better not remind u about the haze
it is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad...
today is even worse..i dun think i can breath, even my room smells...

something came across my mind jus now....i was wondering wat if n i say wat if (touch wood)...wat if i never wake up d next day right after i closed my eyes to sleep tonite...i mean..who know? perhaps it is d polluted air or something else...

sometimes i wonder wat if i jus die suddenly perhaps in an accident or so on..
i think i can imagine how my family will feel, i mean they'll b shocked n devasted...but
i always wonder how my frens wil take it?will they come to my funeral?wil they miss me?
how bout those ppl who knows me once b4?

i once asked ping d same ques..he wil usually ignore d ques by saying "dun b stupid la!, it won't happen k!"then i insisted tat he must tell...then he says ................(not gonna tell u cox too yok ma hahahahaha) but he said something tat really touched my heart n i know tat if happens to b true tat i'm no longer around, he will always love n remember n miss me..

then he asked me y do i always ask such ridiculous ques n my answer to him is "sometimes, i wish to know how u feel cox if one day i am dead at least i know how you feel.."

tat's y there r many quotes n so on tat ask us to tel d ppl around us on how much v love/treasure/appreciate/ thankful or even sorry n so on so tat v won't regret it when the person is no longer around..

to my family...i love you guys very very much..u all r my everything.
to darl ping...dear i really love you...u make my life meaningful n beautiful.
to all my frens(old n new)...buddies, i do treasure, appreciate n cherish d friendship wit every single one of u even if some of us might hav misunderstanding n so on..u gals wil always b my friends...

p/s: do take tis chance to tel one tat's next to you how much u treasure them.. :)

my God..the weather is so so so bad

view from my room...my God, look at d sky...


road to UM..d actual situation is even worse..i thought i stay near d burning forest instead...it was so smelly n very suffocating..

to all my frens...pls..
drink plenty of water,
take in more fruits,
stay at home,
dun smoke!

p/s:i took these pictures in d afternoon n evening around 2pm n 5pm.

intro to buddy limei n her hubby andy..congratulation

exchanging vows....exchanging rings...

lovely and happily married couple.......ever sweet and beautiful bride, limei...

engagement rings...

funny hokkien...

was bout to post some pic on limei's ROM but d connection is too bad..perhaps tomolo so happens to saw tis in friendster..found it damn funny especially d last one hehehe..so, enjoy tis one first k!!

QUESTION: How do you know frogs are Hokkien?
ANSWER : Because when it's cold, they go "kwah, kwah, kwah".

QUESTION : How do Hokkien prawns laugh?
ANSWER: Hae hae hae (hokkien for prawns)

QUESTION: How do Hokkien fish laugh?
ANSWER : Hu hu hu (hokkien for fish)

And here is a classic..............
QUESTION : What's the difference between Ang-mor and Hokkien fairy Tales?
ANSWER: Ang-mor fairy tales begin with "Once upon a time..." and Hokkien fairy tales begin with "Lim Peh ka li kong..."

my all time favourite..

....................................................................................(taken from:www.nivmedia.com)

did i tell u all b4? i love calvin n hobbes.... :)

diet calendar..

the mission starts from now...
first steps....calender planning...

august 2005.....month of d mid autumn festival = moon cake indulgence...
september 2005.......mum's bday...=cakes n foods...wah sai...
october 2005.........darling's bday...=cakes n "desserts" hehe..dun siao la!
november 2005........suitable for diet..okok
december 2005......christmas and "tang yuen" festival..eat eat again...
january 2006.........diet diet for cny......
february 2006........cny n bday hehe eat eat eat n eat...habislah all d effort...
march 2006........ok can start to diet gain hahaha
april 2006........ching ming festival..= my favourite "chai buih"(sour vege..yum yum)
may 2006~ june 2006...a chance finally a good chance..YES!!!
july 2006..........ghost festival hehehe

it's sure hard for us( rather me myself hehe) chinese to diet cox no matter wat d occasions are..we eill eat eat eat n eat..even during the "ching ming" and ghost festivals..as though tat is our business too...

haih...my mission sure is an impossible one...perhaps calling it off wil b a good idea afterall hahahahahahahaha....excusesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss...

kambadeh!!!!

i wan i wan i wan wan wan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i must i must i must must must!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
must o!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kambadeh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHA... siao liow....
*grenny might know wat i mean....do ya?*

saw n heard..

went to pc fair yesterday..my God....there was so so so so so so so so many ppl..i guess, it's more than the pc fair that was held in PWTC previously....it was really packed...we went out around 2++ then we head to mcd to hav our lunch b4 v joined the "sandwich"crowd at pc fair..

wat i saw or heard along the day....

-an Afgan/Taliban/Arabian/Iraq (i assumed, sorry not sure cox they looked d same to me..) mother who's wearing a burqa having MCDONALDs wit her son who's wearing AMERICAN AUTHENTIC...erm now tat's wat i call peace... ;)

-a couple who shared a set of regular Mcdonalds next to us (then was stealing glances at us)...
girl..*whispering*
boy.."want or not?..if hungry order la..order again la....want?"
-ala....y pretend tat u dun eat much at d beginning...haih...

-a couple at d damn packed and stuffy klcc lrt station..
girl..*whispering*
boy..*loud and obvious*.."huh?! monorial leh..where got almost the same (he means the ticket fare)?..wait for a while k.."
girl...*sien..*
-poor thing...monorial not tat expensive k...how much more could it cost? if that's ping..die la~~

-samsung and Lg promoters..fuh~those uniforms.....if only i hav my camera wit me..ping said i'm abnormal cox i'm d one who 'kap' lui instead of him hehe...

-a pregnant lady wit a see through pregnant dress....erm..sexy?i dun think so..

-i finally saw the rm2 per entry klcc exclusive toilet...from the entrance...hehe

back at home around 8.45pm..happily wit my new red baby "ennyah"..........thank you dear... :)

have i grown up?...

was chatting wit sa jus now and we were discussing on wat to get for limei(our very dear fren bk in secondary sch) for her wedding..she got married earlier this year in April(that is in spore where she works) and she'l be having a dinner in taiping on this coming 29 oct.

noted, she got married not bcox of wat some of u b might thinking..she's NOT pregnant hahahaha they got married cox she said they plan to buy property d..plus she loves her hubby also ma.."hang fook"nia~

so we were toking on what to give to her..angpau or gifts..duh it makes me feel like i am really old..we r growing up...nonono v r grown up!..geli nia...i was telling sa that "huh give angpau a?..it makes me feel old leh"..so i suggest we buy her smthg.....but we r stil in d mid of discussion..
but seriously i can't imagine holding a red packet and give it to her..i mean so paiseh la..guess this is also my first time attending a fren's wedding kua, plus we r of the same age, gosh i feel like a kid...s#@*t! but guess there's always a first time rite...hehehehe perhaps i can get ping to give it to her hahahahahahahaha

haih...remember how our topic only revolves barbie dolls, batu seremban, congkak to polly pocket then backstreet boys, then parties, clothes, guys and so on..
now it's marriage, career, insurances, savings, investment as in buying cars and ...............the list goes.............

** to "Limei and hubby "....may both of you will always be shower upon with love and happiness...congratulation...**

doll tok...

do you tok to yr doll when u were small or even now?
i used to have a doll about half of my height..he's actually a cat..no no no he dun looked like a cat..wait..he's a cat-alike-doll hehehe
it'd kinda hard to describe but if ever i see that similar doll again i'l let u know..

i used to tok to him, cry in front of him, telling my daily life to him on what me n my frends did for the day...cry n hug him whenever my parents scolded me for something or even when i am displeased with my parents...u know how sometimes our parents might misundestood us for something we had done...i still remember having many patches on his red, yellow colour body because of the tears and saliva..hehe

i will usually tok to him in d middle of the nite when everyone is asleep..i'll cry myself to sleep while holding him tight..he listened to everything that i had said and he has this pair of eyes which seems to understand every word that i said.. he's eyes somehow wil tell me that "it's ok girl, everything will be fine.." i mean it n i'm not crazy....he really has that eyes that actually tok to me...
i can always find comfort in him...til today i still miss him...

i have plenty of dolls or rather soft toys in general..he is not the most beautiful, or expensive or anything else... he is basically a simple doll which u can find plenty of it in bazaar at hatyai...but he is indeed very special one.....guess i'l b telling my children in future that mummy once had a very special fren...

last but not least...my dear frens...no worry...i'm not nuts or grazy or gila or tak siuman...i am still who i am hehehe

p/s: my dad once overheard me toking in the room by myself at nite and they were shocked..they thought..heheh u know...but i told them that i am actually toking to my doll..
nowadays, my parents still jokes about how i didn't say goodbye to my dolls whenever i leave home to kl..they wil sometimes ask me when wil i be bk from kl for my 'babies' are missing thier mummy d..

wanna b a good girl...

***noted tis post might b a bit geli..u might not be able to tolerate seeing the softer side of mine hehehehe***

was bz chatting in msn with my frens in msn last nite...then i have to end the conversation immediately though we still hav plenty to chat about because ping was waiting for me downstairs...worst still, there was a need to go into d toilet before i shoot downstairs like a bullet..a fat one in fact hahahah ..back to the story.. oh gosh, 3 mins wasted gain n he's still waiting there.. then, after all d 'ping ping piang piang' while rushing downstairs..finally i met him with an innocent smile...

that is d usual situation not to mention the time that i choose to lepak or go clubbing, yamchar with yin, elly, neet, weileng, phaikyu, laneng cousin sis and so on...i left him alone sometimes at nite...i know i know...i have my freedom to hang out with frens ma...he said so too...i think so too hehehe but he never leaves me alone..never..

told greeny last nite that i think ping is unhappy but yet he insisted that he's not mad at me for letting him waited for so long...he didn't show any facial dissatisfiction but yet guess deep down...i can feel that i had upset him more or less...if i am the one to wait...habis-lah dia...

greeny was telling, advicing, nagging, scolding (ada?) hehehehe after i told her that... basically she did said something which makes me realised that there is something i must do in return.. can't help by feeling bad...i vowed to treat him better from last nite onwards..hehehe

thus, die die must finish all my assignments for tomolo before i start to work under limited sources of coloured paper n so on..finally..manage to finish one simple at 3.25am..

in d morning..manage to slip the card into his bag while he went searching for a table at the mamak.....hehehehe then tiba-tiba he opened his bag (usually he won't unless he is in the class, cox his wallet n phone wil b with him)..i was not prepared for him to see the card when i am with him..i thought he might realised that only in the lecture..v usually do not sit together...

there was S-H-O-C-K-E-D word printed across his forehead and a wide smile followed by.. "U a~~~thank you.." hehehehe

*hey girl, thank you ya for your advices n suggestions...he loved d card very much..heheh he said he wanna chip in for my mp3 player which i plan to buy this coming pc fair but i refused la.....hehehe * happy ending......? i think so....he asked me out this saturday..hehehe a date! YES!!

thats' d card..not very nice but it' was done sincerely, with effort and love.hehe

am stresseeeeeeed...r u?

no one wil believe if i actually tel them tat i had been loaded wit assignments since d beginning of d semester...there seems to b no end to it..walau..so i've decided to lepak online to see if there's anything else tat is more attractive than my assigments..(which r plenty hehehe) so was browsing through friendster, blogs, emails while chatting in msn....

saw many new pictures in friendster...jus to name a few..
jolene (weileng) an old fren of mine...wat can i say...she's gorgeous!!!!
von...can u pls tell me how u slimmed down so much?
elly..getting prettier n prettier...
chia...growing n glowing...she looks very much like a lady now...
greeny...as lovely as ever....getting sweeter in fact....and those cakes..wish i could eat without adding inches to my waist n tights...haih...
neets dear..forever pretty n getting more elegant now..
su ann...did u pakat wit von???
chui mei n poh eyan...revealing more of thier ever slim body...
i think i better stop here..the more i list down the more i wish to kill myself..not to mention those tat i saw lately...phaikyu, shirley, yan hui, li mei...okok enough is enough..

haih...so i moved to read all my frens blog...
weiwen's pic strucked me like thunder....i wan yr body....i wonder when can i get to wear bikini..perhaps tonite in my dreams hehe

msn...was chatting wit elly and some other frens..i heard so n so is buying a car, so n so buying an apartment, so n so is establishing company, so n so is .........
n i am still studying n spending.....ehm....should i b glad or wat?

after some supposed-to-b-a-tension-relieve-internet-browsing-session..in d end...i feel even worst...NOW I AM REALLY STRESSED!!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA...wat's wrong wit me?....gila d..again..
ehm..wat to hav for dinner leh?...shouldn't i start dieting?? hehehe

the power of journalist..

been really bz these days not only with assignments n studies but also with burfdays...
we (bday girl-chris, wenzi n myself) went to sunway pyramid red box last monday to celebrate chris's bday.. usually v wil go there by pyee's car but bcox she had 2 meetings that day, so v decided to go shopping at sunway while v wait for pyee to join us later..
v then took a cab from ss17...again, this time v met another bloody taxi driver who doesn't know d way to sunway n yet pretended he knew it..instead of taking the federal highway, he took LDP..so fine...but idiot was he, he began to ask us for direction half way through d journey when he is supposed to know d way since he had taken it from d start!!

we were lost since we r not familiar wit d road itself...after some discussion and so on the taxi driver said :

t.d : Apa, u orang college student a?
we : ya... (not wanting to let him know which uni students v r, guess tis is a normal reaction rite)
t.d : u don't study road a? ( indicating that v do notknow d way..duh!! like chris says, of cox v dun study road..wat to study hahahaha)

we were so bengang tat v stop answering him..then he took a big round from subang jaya(imagine how much more v hav to pay...haih..)
then, idiot him, he switched off d air-cond #$%#
but fine, we jus keep on toking n hoping to arrive soon, afterall u do not know wat wil happen if he suddenly went gila and drive us to somewhere else..tiba-tiba..

t.d : u nak pergi college atau pyramid.
we : pyramid la!! (we said so d first moment we stepped into d taxi duh!)
t.d : u bukan budak college?
i : U (university la~)
wenzi :UM( at d same time)
t.d : o.. (sounds a bit suprised..guess he has been thinking tat v r sunway college students). UM?
we : yes! (sorry la, UM frens hahahaha)
t.d : what course
i : journalism-reporter
wenzi : we do reporting on what happen everyday
t.d : o..(he sounds more shocked at this moment..he actually toned down his voice and said that it's a good job..he then asked us do not simply report things..hahahahah)
i : we will report the truth and nothing but the truth (hhahaha a good chance to scare him d..)
wenzi : we r good at complaining.. (hahah nice one!)
t.d : yala, but must report properly..
i : depends on situations la..we will tell the truth (wit d i'm-refering-to-how-u-taxi-driver-treated-us today tone) then v continued wit our attack..
wenzi : kami miskin, budak sekolah
t.d : tapi pergi shopping (at pyramid)
i : we r going there for a project (hehehe, v r good at telling lies.. :P )
wenzi : if go shopping we won't bring so many bags with us..we r just students, poor students..

he then began to laugh a bit, tok nicely and try to be nice to us but too bad we were about to reach...he then says thank u and he even charged us cheaper than wat d meter stated..(how much cheaper??? 10 cent nia la) hahahahahahahaha but still, if not i believe he wil ask for more..

so i guess being a journalist afterall do have some power.. :)

served him rite, padan muka! :P

@#$%^~ excuse me..

after spending countless hours, minutes n seconds editing n worrying tat wat i've written might b offensive or defamatory but @#$% it jus went poooh! haih..wasting all my time nia..it has jus left me wit a sentence of...

"is there any expectation in love? or to be percise is the"

walau-eh.........

better go to sleep now...duh....

final 'expectation'

is there any expectation in love? or to be percise is the

expectation part 2

...so many things that has happened recently..so much so that guess my only pillar of supports lies in ping, family n my favourite song..'can't take tat away'...been trying to blog several times bcox there's so much to share but guess as time goes by, i'l somehow lose d desire to blog..

yeah bout d expectation..well let me jus summarize it in d simplest way..

i : dad, i've got smthg to discuss wit u all..
dad :dun tell me u wanna get married now..hahaha
i : no of cox! jus wanna tell u guys that i think i wanna b a tutor when i grad..mayb i'l work for a year or two bfore i start to tutor at college..i wan a simple life..i wish not to climb too high cox my piriority is to hav a family.. (sound very not ambitious.. :p)..i do not wish to force myself jus bcox my frens r all doing well in thier career n so on...i know my piriority n i wish not be one that ppl wish me to b..
dad : "looked puzzled and calm at d same time "..as long as u like wat u do...u know wat u want, it's fine for us..as long as u r happy...( very ideal answer hehehe but yes, that's wat my dad said n it has always been like that in d family...they wil let us do what they think it's d best for us, n v will b what v want to b..very democratic in a sense hahahah)
i : really?..won't u guys b dissapointed?( afterall, they had always thought i can b a news anchor n so on..i'm not that excellent to b one lol~)
dad : no worry, as long as u r happy.... :)

end of discussion?.....nope

dad : perhaps when after being a tutor u can be a lecturer in university... :)

ehm...d expectation is still there.....

same conversation goes when i wanted to b a nurse once upon a time...they thought i was going to marry a doctor hahahahahahah....very happy that they hav d confident n trust in me...well this expectation is not that great bcox they do not pressure me into it but still with those words like "perhaps u can b a lecturer" ringing in my ears...ehm....

i'l do my best i promise n we'll c wat i'll be then hehehehe..afterall i need to equip myself wit d neccessary qualifications n may there b a chance for me to shine... :)

p/s: i stil love d idea to hav a stable family :)

above conversation has been summarized..naggings(include comments, advices, ideas n suggestions) from mom n dad has been eliminated.

ya...expectation n thank q post-part 1 (friendship)

erm..been really bz these month..exam exam exam n assignments assignments assignments n presentation presentation presentation..i can hardly hav d time to update my blog though i hav tons to write..many things happend within this week too...i wonder where should i start..

yeah i was toking bout expectation in one of my previous post..

was rather stressed since last month....and it add on d stress when there r expectations...

from..friends...

friends always take me as a superwoman..one that can handle my probs by myself.....
am organized enough to settle my probs n others' prob too....
am able to composed myself in any situation tat i might faced...
able to always come up with ideas for party to assignments....
am reliable to present d best of out me.....
am expected to be happy, always laughing and basically a happy-go-lucky girl...

though it might help in building my self-confidence becox ppl hav d trust in me.....but there r times i too need someone to listen to me too..grandma passed away last month and suprisingly my UNI FRENS been sending regards like 'take care' and so on along the week of my absents and they have been really caring and concern of me though v hav only know each other for bout 2 years plus...very sensitive of them..

ELLY,YIN,SA,CLARE,VON,ADELINE in d STATES...thank u gals for d msgs through sms or msn...am really touched...many of my old frens din know about it, so i don't blame them...wonder will they msg if they know?.....hav frens who r close to me (in term of geographically) but they dun seemed to bother to drop by....perhaps they r afriad, shy, no knowing how to react when they c me...i dunno..but one thing for sure, in such situation anyone will need moral support..so am i..

AM VERY THANKFUL and TOUCHED to have CLARE CHAN LI MEI to actually listen to my problems and spend time to tok to me over the msn along my recovery( emotionally)......girl, wat else can i say..THANK YOU....she mentioned something that reminds me of what SA told me once before.. i can't tell u how glad nor can i find any word to describe but these r wat they said that really touched my heart..

SA :"....may u be showered with happiness and love alwis..just as much as u have given otherss.." . She mentioned this in friendster..

guess sometimes, u jus wish ppl will appreciate u..a simple thank u sometimes means a lot..

was loaded with assignments tis month n was very tired actually...but wenzi told me smthg today that makes me realised all those pressures and help that i've given to them worth in return..

WENZI : " will u get angry tat v will drag u too in terms of marks for group assignements bcox of our poor presentation..we (as in she and chris) r worried that u will get sad or angry.."

they sort of discussed this among themselves sometimes ago n i guess they sort off worried or feel guilty that they might caused me to have bad grades in assigments nad so on...I was glad when i heard what she said bcox at least they showed that they care for how i feel...

appreciation is enough....not favor in return is needed...it is jus tat simple...

TO EVERYONE WHO HAS HELPED, GUIDED, SHARED ADVICES OR THOUGHTS TO FEELINGS,STAND BY, SUPPORTED,LENDING A SHOULDER (or both) for me 2 cry on, LISTENING EARS, LOVING AND CARING FOR ME ALONG THE WAY n so on.....................THANK YOU....

i mean it from d bottom of my heart..

n no more futher expectation?..

.....i wish i too can have people to shower me wit tender love n care too...(apart from ever loving n supportive n D VVVVVIPs people in my life, a wonderful woman-mummy dearest, 4 most important men-dad, big bro, small bro n darling ping..they mean d whole world to me..)

to be continued....

my support....

They can say anything they want to say
Try to bring me down
But I will not allow
Anyone to succeed
Hanging clouds over me
And they can try hard to make me feel
That I don't matter at all
But I refuse to falter
In what I believe
Or lose faith in my dreams

Chorus:
’cause there's a light in me
That shines brightly
They can try
But they cant take that away from me
From me

They can do anything they want to you
Lf you let them in
But they won't ever win
If you cling to your pride
And just push them aside
See
I have learned there's an inner peace I own
Something in my soul
That they cannot possess
So I won't be afraid
And darkness will fade

’cause there's a light in me
That shines brightly
They can try
But they can't take that away from me

No
They can’t take this
Precious love
L'll always have inside me
Certainly the lord will guide me
Where I need to go

They can say anything they want to say
Try to break me down
But 1 won't face the ground
I will rise steadily
Sailing out of their reach

Oh lord
They do try hard to make me feel
That I don't matter at all
But I refuse to falter
In what I believe
Or lose faith in my dreams

'cause there's a light in me that shines brightly
They can try
But they can't take that away from me
From me


i always listen to tis rather old song whenever i feel discouraged.....Can't take that away by Mariah Carey...

jus not d day..

was suppose to post something bout 'expectation' but perhaps some other day....

gosh...today surely is not a day for us..we (chris, wenzi n yee) went out to celebrate wenzi's burfday.. but things doesn't seems to go our way

• we were at d bus stop waiting for metro bus when we saw a Putra bus coming in d opposite direction..at tis moment, a metro bus came as well..so after a quick discussion we plan to take d putra bus instead..afterall, it is cheaper n it leaves us nearer to our destination(sunway), therefore v can save some time n do some shopping..but guess wat, once v get to d opposite road, d putra bus broke down n wat v can only do was jus staring at d metro bus passed without us....
• then, v took a taxi...d taxi driver took a longer routine (tat's wat v think) therefore, v begin 2 ask him to change to d direction tat v want(asia jaya), afterall v know d federal highway better...then, he starts to challenge us n said things like " if u r not satisfied, u might get down in front"..v were shocked, but bcox v really dun like his attitude, v agreed to get down(v were at ss2 at tis moment)..that leaves us having no choice but to take another taxi..however, d next taxi driver take a wrong route which end up causing us to pay more than v r supposed to...
• @ sunway pyramid..finally..v r tired n hungry at d same time..so after having some 'popiah' then v begin our shopping spree..after looking into several shoe outlets..finally, i found my love..a very lovely pair white 'mary jones'..chris n wenzi found thiers too..but unfortunately, they dun have our size...haih...
• then after a lovely steamboat buffet, v planned to go One Utama to shop..on d way, we nearly met an accident, when i say nearly, it is very near indeed...v were so near tat all of us got shocked n i had accidentaly jerked my back wehn yee stepped hard on d brake..(i'm feeling better now though..) i was so afraid tat d guy in d car wil get down n scold or even beat us up cox it was a really close accident...he was shocked too i guess...then v realised v were @ d wrong track..
• after some window shopping @ 1U..(where v failed to buy anything bcox all d shops r closing) then v planned our next destination...'wow wow cafe' @kelana jaya..it was closed..then v head to d 'hai lor cafe' @ d Curve..d place was packed n worst, v were totally ignored by those SNOBBISH WAITRESS.... i jus hate it whenever ppl looked down on me..as though i can't effort to pay for my orders...v then decided 2 move to another cafe after being ignored 4 so many times..
• v went to damansara...there was a cafe named steam...d place was alrite...d singers was alrite too..in fact they r not bad compared to those tat i've listened to b4...the guy was actually very smart looking n handsome too..imagine a handsome guy planning guitar..he sings very well too...so does d girl...BUT d drinks there SUCKS!! i can't use any other word than SUCKS no matter how good thier service or singers r but thier drinks SUCKS!! it caused us RM 9.90 per glass of juice (not even fruit juice, jus normal drinks actually..) n it tasted like WATER..IT IS D WORST DRINK I 've EVER HAD N IT CERTAINLY DOESN'T WORTH D PRICE TAT I'M PAYING it for..IT DOESN'T WORTH AT ALL!!!!!! sorry but i dun think i wil visit tat place ever again...now i understand y d place r not crowded like others afterall today is a saturday nite..a single credit wil b thier service which was rather friendly..
  
• finaly v decided 2 head home...at 1.15 am, i reached my room..SAFELY...

this surely a bad hair, bad mood, bad luck, bad bad day...but luckily v did enjoyed each other's companion...

p/s: read from a fren's blog on how celebrities like lindsay lohan, mary kate olsen, paris hilton, n others r losing weight though they r already slim/thin/skinny enough n how some of her frens still dying to b thin though they have hour-glass figure as quoted in her blog..

i hav such frens as well..i'm not slim myself...in fact i'm plump i would say but i jus don't get it how they will starve themselves n even take laxative in order to b thinner...but guess wat really bothers me r those tat will keep on telling u that 'i'm poor, i'm not smart, i'm not as pretty as u '..u know, words that r refering n stepping down at themselves when u know she's not as bad as she will put herself as, words they used 2 fish for compliments perhaps...

most of d time v won't tell them 'yeah, u r ugly" therefore, v r left by no choice but by telling her " nola, u r pretty, smarts, good body figure n etc etc etc......" so tat they'll stop embarassing themselves..

it's not tat i dun like 2 give compliments..it jus tat i wil only compliments when i really meant it..not complimenting through force or simply jus to entertain a fren..afterall, that's not wat friendship is about rite? enlight me pls...

predicted..

jus like wat tat's been predicted...i think i'm gonna fail tis paper....
no pity for me i know...i won't pity myself either..hahahahahaha
gosh...d exam's sure is tiring not bcox i hav plenty to write but it's bcox i need to squeezzzzz my damn brain to come out with something...duh~

hahaha a fren of mine jus came out from the exam room..he's been yelling all those beautiful f words cursing d paper..MUAHAHAHAHA
better get myslef prepare to expect a damn result hohohoho

yeah come to think of it..i was suppose to post about 'expectation'...but too hungry at this moment..perhaps tonite then hehehe...

my prize..

i'm supposed to study for my 2pm e-comm exam today but hehehe i can't seems to resist posting something here...tried to post something last nite but somehow d comp went gila, nuts, mad, dong dong n lain lain yang segroup dengan-nia...so i didn't manage to do it till now hehehehe

jus let me start of wit pics of d prize hehehe

on top that's d prize i mentioned in my previous post..tat's him MICHAEL WONG....n there's his signature hehehe very nice rite!! hehehe

i placed d cd cover on my cabinet hehehe
this is how my cabinet looks like..let me intro ya..d pink colour bday card is from a very special buddy, sis of mine..a 16 years of friendship with shirley a.k.a. ah sa...wat else can i say girl...i love it very much, thank you n friends forever ya.... *hugS*

the tiny yet sweet, simple n jus-d-way-i-liked-it burfday card on the right hand side is from ping dear..thank you dear... oh ya..so does d piggy at d bottom..specially from dear also.. 10q *MUACKS*

at d right bottom..u can c a sort of dark colour script..it's actually a christmas present from a special uni-pal of mine blur blur phui yee...10Q ..c i hav it there but it's kinda low cox my magnet can't support it..it's too heavy n it kept sliding down..hahaha *HIGH 5!! piak!*

then there's magnets everywhere which i bought it from melaka, salvation, midvalley n one from dear as well (cox he lost his pool game to me muahahahaha)..

guess that's all for now..gtg study lol....but lazy la~~~

touched..

there's so many things tat has happened today..
feeling pretty excited n at d same time feeling stupid for wat i did about an hour ago..

a local radio station came to my uni to promote the up-coming chinese music awards event tat wil be held in bukit jalil..that wasn't wat that relly caught my attention..
the first thing tat really get me excited was d 'MICHAEL WONG'S' single cd with his signature on it..guess i'm not d only one who wants TAT prize hehehe...

so, wat they need us to do in order to get tat particular prize is to sing his current hits 'tong hua' (fairy tale)....IN FRONTOF EVRYONE...duh~

was i being jinx by my desire or i jus wanted the cd so badly..i actually raised up my hand (only to realise tat my heart is racing at 180km/hour) but i wanted d cd....or at elast a cd with his signature hehehe

so i went out wit a guy n 2 girls n hehehe with all d supports from my frens cheering like mad hahahaha (U GUYS R TERRIFIC!!!!! thank you very much!!!love ya!!!!) hehehe d prize is safely wit me now.. *grin*

BUT guess wat tat really touched my heart n d biggest prize of all is that, i found out that ping actually DID RAISED his hand too..i never thought he actually will raised his hand n plan to sing d song in front of d crowd so that he can win d cd for me...i mean, he's such a shy guy...he's deffinately not d type to sing or perform in front of so many ppl....i am really really touched...

without d cd i think i hav already won d BIGGEST n MOST WONDERFUL prize for the day...THANK YOU DEAR...THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH....i'm really touched.... :)

moral support..

my fren's dad passed away yesterday..i jus happens to know it..
i know how bad he feels afterall i've jus lost my grandma recently..
he must hav feel terrible bcox he's been oevrsea studying n he hasn't see his dad for bout a year...he must be really sad n shocked...gosh..

i still feel d pain whenever i think of my grandma..i can't imagine if my parents left me..
i can't n i dare not to imagine it at all..I DUN WAN to imagine AT ALL..

my deepest condolences to him n his family..
take care...

babbling....

jus finished my un-finished exam..
jus thought of coming in to babble something..
which i'm not sure what...
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so much to do for next week....

exams...

sociology presentation....

creative strategy presentation....

media planning design....

creative designs...

burfdays...

ANNIVERSARY...hehehe......

dry vineger..

love should b about trust,
love should be about respect,
love should be about confident,
love should be about generosity,
love should be about understanding,
love should be about freedom,
love should be about feeling comfortable...

it should be something that v should have in each other..

i'm glad i've learned.... :)

* no more unnecessary dry vineger for me hehe~

old drama

was absent from d last lect bcox of some terrible abdomen pain n i missed one hell of a drama which happens at uni...
well basically i read it from christina's blog n i really wonder what d heck were these ppl thinking??
check out her *6 days week* n you'l know d story..http://tshirtandshorts.blogspot.com/

i wonder who's prob is it..a third party?...an old lover who refused to let go?...or jus some stupid girl trying to double date two guys at d same time? haih....


love is a beautiful thing.....
y make it ugly?

go away

go away...

exam...
worries...
laziness....
the pain...
the stress...
assignments...
sleepless nite......
reluctant feeling tat should not be here.....