thank you dear..

YAY YAY YAY!!! darling bought me my FAVOURITE , my FIRST book of CALVIN N HOBBES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANKQ THANKQ THANK Q THANKQ MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

VERY VERY VERY HAPPY..REALLY..SO TOUCHING TAT I ALMOST CRY...
been wanting to get one but it is way too expensive...but i really like it...he got it for me though he's ade dead broke..guess d most touching fact is tat, he has tis planned b4 hand n he actually saved up his money to get me tis comic...not only he got me a gift which i really like, he planned it n he has d heart to do it too...thank u dear..thank you...i really love it!! very very happy~~

the first page of d book...


the ending page...so sweet~~~


ps: can die, frustrated at a moment, very very very happy at another...hehe

EAT SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*&^%$#@!*&^%$#@!*&^%$#@!!!!!!!!!!!
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一二三黄吧蛋仇鸡蛋四五六七八去你( )的九十!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Duh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

should i? should i not?

help~~

revision at uni..

pro n con studying at d library..

PROs

• able to stay at my place for more than 1 hour-at home can't help wandering about,cleaning stuff, digging out food to eat, playing songs,watching dvd,comfotable bed invitation,online~ ZERO distractions..
• able to study cox hav lots of pl studying wit me hehehe..
• able to b independent-hav to study,have lunch, go toilet, fill up d water bottle alone hehehe

CONs

• d bloddy b#$%^ next too me was turning on her mp3 so loudly tat i thought she owned d whole f#*king library..damn!

p/s: hehe after lunch now so thought of babbling here b4 i continue my study hehehe KAMBADEH DESTENEh!!!!!!!

letter to hong红 chai

Dear hong红 chai,

I’m a faithful customer of yr company since d day I took my first ride to KL wit daddy n mummy. I’ve always remember how those uncles will drive u n take me to KL to hav fun. I grow up knowing n recognizing u as my first choice whenever I need a ride to KL.

I’m an adult now n I’m still pretty much a loyal customer. Can’t really remember when I switched to another company…Aha! Perhaps it was during father’s day tis year where impressively all yr tickets has been sold out few days earlier. Imagine during CNY where ppl usually failed to get d ticket, I still got it n I make sure that I got it. Tis is bcox in u I found a sense of familiarity, not to mention a comfortable ride bk home. We had built a sort of relationship I guess.

However, d services provided by yr company has decline. Not only d ladies at d counter r unfriendly, those uncles tat r driving too does not seems as kind as b4. So loyal tat, I dun mind if they chatted over d phone while driving knowing how stable yr wheels r. But at times I feel like taking down their photos in case one day they crashed us, v hav d evident to show tat it is not yr fault.

Sometimes they smoke too. I know it makes u smelly n it makes us uncomfortable. I understand tat during the long journey, they get tired n bored easily. But puffing at d expenses of our health as a secondary smoker, I somehow find it rather irritating. Little by little, I start to feel a distance between u n me.

Some of them will speed too as though they r competing in F1 race. Pushing u hard on d pedal even during d raining days. I do worry tat one day u might skid n hurt yrself n others who ride on u jus like I do.

But ultimately, what has really become a prob, is tat I can no longer take their ignorant attitude towards us. Many times, not once, not twice but 3 times, they refused to stop n allow me to d ladies. There was once they let me waited for an hour after my request n I thought I was going to explode. They did it to me again tis trip, I've waited for 45 mins while looking sadly as I watch those resting areas pass by. Mind u, I always try to hold bk as long as I can til they stop but when I do make requests, I am usually at d edge of exploding. I understand d rule of d game, only one stop along d journey. I too un tat u hav a schedule to keep up to. But there r times, d need is jus there. I’ve even had a phobia over it tat I make sure I wil visit d ladies at least two times b4 I ride on u. After all, I do not wish to wet on u n make u smelly.

But if one day, I happen to have lung cancer or stones in my kidney, I am SO SO SO GONNA SUE THEM!!! I know I will n might cost u yr job but perhaps tis is also a good way to end yr misery as well as mine. Take care my little hong红chai, be strong.

Yrs,

a faithful bus passenger, tash

wonderful gathering..

our second class gathering..hehe perhaps tis is a rather successful gathering i would say bcox almost everyone was there..i can't really put any words to describe how was it tat day..i guess, wat i can say is....i personally feel tat our friendship has entered another level..a stronger level..a bond..
am very Thankful n there's simply no words to describe how i feel....
ENJOYED VERY VERY VERY MUCH TAT NITE!!WE HAV LOTS OF FUN!!!!

p/s: tis pic's colour look nicer than d previous one..perhaps it's bocx of d lighting..lazy to adjust wit photoshop but watever it is..everyone in jr1 n jr3 pic look superb!!!!

btw for those who r curious bout who is chloe hehehe search it from d pic la..hehehe

small keong's bday +jr3 gathering..

sorry guys been away for few days..so din mange to reply yr msg hehehe..i was bk in TAIPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 LOVELY TAIPING!!!!!!!!1 HOME SWEET HOME....

here's d update....
went for steamboat last monday(22/8/03)with jr3 at sunway..(12 of us hehe-it happens tat me n another guy,his name is chu, r gf n bf for their classmates so we were invited to join their class gathering too), can't really recall d name of d shop but it is situated rite at d opposite of sunway pyramid..i think it is called Yuen Steamboat restaurant..
the food r not bad, the group r damn "sam pat" hahahahah, d boss's son is very very handsome n smart hehehe..plus it was keong's bday.. so extra celebrations..not celebrating for d end of examination but celebrating to welcome it instead muahahaha.. hav lots of fun d other nite..check it out..

p/s: d pic in my previous previous post hehe tat's me n nee neee kissing..hehehehe jason dun jealous ya~

btw, who is nee nee? she's a siao siao fren of mine in uni..wasai she's one tat u'l laughed yr head off when u r together wit her..she can really do lots of stupid stunts wit ya n one thing for sure..she's truly a sweet n nice to cuddle girl..miss hugging her hehehe

duh...

was suppose to post on the gathering tat v had but damn..jus dunno wat's wrong wit d pic..perhaps d file size is too big....no choice, guess jus hav to post it some other day..so better post tis b4 i forget hehehe....

went to a movie after our class gathering last tues..there were bout 13 ppl in d cinema including me, chloe,chris,wenzi n phuiyee n we watched tis hong kong movie named "ah sou"..i'm not gonna to elaborate or comment on tis movie bcox i hav a better review from chloe's blog hehehe so for review do visit her blog k! hehehe in d mean time, tis is my humble opinion about d movie........



it ain't artistic enough to b artistic n it ain't exciting enough to b exciting..i jus dun like it..

p/s: btw, if u happens to watch tis movie guess d most ridiculous part wil b d ending (d dialogue) damn!

coming up next...

to be continue................

miko,monica,sylvia..

went out for lunch with Miko (a fren tat i get to know during my industrial training)..let me jus giv u some insight of my fren..for those who know what happened during my industrial tranning, well tis is the fren tat i've been telling u all..She's the one who always help me out, she's d one who always defend me whenever there r ppl who try to bully me..she's d one who will share her hong kong drama with me..she's d one who taught me all about photoshop...n she's also d one who bought me my first bible :)

Miko, Sylvia n Monica

she has helped me a lot during my industrial attachment..if it is not bcox of her, i dun think i could survive through it...not bcox of d work mind u, but bcox of some other reasons..
so, i went out with her n her two daughters Monica n Sylvia n her maid..
after lunch v went to salvation while Miko went to d nearby shop to develop her photos..when i was wit her daughters n i saw smthg which was very sweet of Monica (strd 2 i think) n Sylvia(bout 3 years old)..

Sylvia was practically dancing in d shop n i was standing behind her..then i watched n starts smiling..i mean she's so cute, then she realised my present,she turned, she looked at me n smile shyly n said "i dunno u were behind me hehe"walau..cute nia..hahaha

then after tat i went to Monica (she's at d children's section reading some books). Then she showed me some books n started to read to me a story on how adam n eve found some animals in their garden..she really can read very well, i am amazed because not only her pronounciation is good her understanding of the story too r not bad..there was tis page with a pic of some monkeys in d bush..then Sylvia began to make some cute monkey noise jus out of a sudden... "uh uh ark ark" hahahahaha she sounds so funny...."uh uh ark ark" hahaha

finally when we walked bk to Miko's car, Sylvia began to hold my hand n starts toking to me..n i thought she's gonna ask some very innocent question like "jie jie wat is yr name" u know those kind..instead d first ques she asked was " jie jie, wat's yr horoscope?" *pengsan*
may God..they r so so sweet n cute...hahahaha

my first personal bible :)
inside wit my bookmarks n so on


the content wit illustration
*(whole set including d red bag, keychain n bible r from miko)

p/s: THANK YOU!!!!!! Thanks for treating me not only as a fren but as a little sis i would say..thank you n May God bless ya~

damn..

..it's not tat i refused to listen
in fact, i do,
wat's wrong with me?
y do i make such mistake?
i should hav stay in my room instead of being here n feeling so dong dong about it...

damn!!..d classes has been cancelled, n i dunno bout it..or rather i'm too ignorant to listen properly when ms.Pauline annouced it last week...damn!

l better head home to my warm n comfortable bed now~

nature or nurture?

" serious, am i tat talkative?"
"hey, u should hav know tat 22 years ago! hahahaha"-wendy
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anyone, jus anyone from those who know me as a fren/fren's fren/fren's fren's fren's, or ppl who simply know me in general, wil usually use d word "siao","talkative", "chatterbox","noise", one of d highlight, "long gassss.....hehehehe" n others of d same meaning to refer me :) (checkout my friendster testimonial if u wan to)

i'm not from a debate or public speaking team bk in secondary sch..i not even one now..but most of my frens found me to be talkative.. jus like one of them..

but after some thougths i realised tat my talent to babble could b from nurture instead of nature. i can b very soft, quiet, humble, innocent, sweet, pure n d list goes on............ MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *duh~~self praise is no praise at all*

The reasons are:

• i hav tons of frens who simply like to laugh n they dun really tok much yet they r usually d one tat i am close wit...there r so so many of them n when i'm wit them, i wil some how b d one who's doing most of d toking...So, it's not tat i damn can tok but it's bcox they r d one who damn can laugh! if everyone starts laughing n no one to start toking then how?? so, no choice, i hav to sacrifice myself then.. :)
  

• being only at third place in my family (dad's d winner, elder bro d second one, then me, my younger bro n lastly mum), there's no choice but to maintain my toking skills if not, dun think i can survive in d family where everyone wil jus shoot u down if u happens to use d wrong word in yr conversation...v can really tease each other n it is usually a 4 VS 1 situation..some ppl says tat i am GOOD at RATIONALIZING certain issues..thanks to all my family members, they r way far more capable n logical than i am..therefore, obviously my debating n crapping skills r from hard training n it's deffinately something tat is NURTURE out of me~~

• when there's market demand, there wil b supply..as wat greeny n chloe told me.."it's fun to hear u tok..u sounds so funny hahaha~~" THOUGH i am dead serious at d moment.. *puzzle*

• lastly, being a female itself, d talent to nag is as natural n pure as mineral water... :)

there r many more reasons but perhaps d above main reasons is enough to prove tat yr dear fren me is actually a very sweet n quiet girl..so dun say i am talkative anymore k!! peace~ :)

p/s:better get bk to my studies..

7 月14...

today is d first day of d "hungry ghost"month..

there r many different versions about d origin of tis festival however, i personally found d following to be logic and interesting..........

In chinese culture..d 7th month of chinese calendar(August in western calendar), d gates of hell will open n all d spirits will be out(in d living world) looking for food. .it seems tat only during tis month tat they wil b able to swallow d food tat they eat....tis is bcox in d remaining days in hell, they'l wil b torture n things tat they put in their mouth will end up burning their throat instead..so in other words, there wil b no food able to pass through their throat, their esophagus into their stomach..that's y it is call d "hungry ghost"month..

some other believe tat tis is d month where most of d spirits including their deceased family members, relatives, friends or even enemies will b around to visit them,to bring luck n even for some who r being murdered, framed or wronged will b back to take revenge..

u'l b able to see many ppl burning joss sticks, "hell money" n even latest paper Nokia to hi-fi set to offer them to d spirits so tat they will be blessed with luck n avoid being "disturb" in return...
they will usually pray by the road side n cross junction because tis is d so-call "popular" site..

i saw a couple in their late forties praying by d road side today..been trying to avoid realising d day but thanks to my idiot frens, they jus happily remind me of today is "d day"endlessly...
imagine, i had even recieved a call from a long lost fren jus to say hi (while giggling like mad) n reminded me of today..Thanks Winna, n hope u ran into 'one' yrself!hah!!! hahahahahaha :P

u know, there has been alot of rumour going on since d day i moved into tis hostel..there was even a suicide case happened here a year or two years ago....hate to admit tis but yes i am afraid.... even when i am typing tis down, i can feel d hair at d back of my neck standing up..

i'm alone tonite cox my roommate has went home..dun think i'l switch off d light to sleep tonite..gosh, i'l b having presentation tomolo n a good nite sleep is very must desired....

p/s: part of me r afraid but part of me too wonder if grandma will b home to visit us..kinda miss her...

disgusting..

warning:
d following pic might b disgusting, irritating, offensive or any other words related to d "eeii.."feeling. In advertising, some label tis sort of pic as "bad taste" but for me, can't help posting it since found it to b rather interesting than my sociology book...peace.
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welcome to my colourful washroom(sound better than toilet rite hehehe)....



i had only realised how colourful my t***** is today when i went in to wash my face..hehehe
tis is so so gonna makes my trip to d t***** happier from today onwards....hehehehe

OMG tis is so disgusting.........YES, I AM DISGUSTING!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA...*pengsan* :P

NOTE: new term learned for d day...
Sociology-chap 6 Deviance n Control-pg 163 (phenomenological theory)-paragraph 2, line 5

hermaphrodite= a person with both male n female sex organ.

y didn't i blog?

chloe asked me today y didn't i update my blog(chloe: as though la, u yrself did update yrs muahahahah).....there's actually few things which i would like to share yesterday but due to d fact tat i did not manage to blog it so i've too forgotten wat they r hehehe..

ANYWAY, BACK TO D REASONs Y I DIDN'T BLOG...actually, part of d reasons is bcox of :

1. wat darlene( a uni mate of mine who is younger but seems more down-to-earth than i am) had said
2. i listened to wat she had said
3. i am practising self dicipline at d moment (avoiding d computer)
   

scenerio behind d reasons:
was showing chloe d other day my cindertasha at d computer lab n darlene was there...

tash: hey, cute or not? (pointing at d computer screen with a shiok sendiri smile)
darlene : hey exam coming soon leh! nonit study ah?
then chloe starts laughing non-stop at tat moment.. :P

hehehe darlene, if u happens to read tis post, dun b too shock/angry/misunderstood y i mentioned yr name here n how it is related to d reasons y i did not blog k hehehe..
infact, i wanna THANK YOU...bcox i've been delaying my studies since d beginning of d month, n yr poor fren me is indeed someone who's very "gatal"..
NOT d gatal tat u r thinking (u know, miang....nope nope nope) instead, gatal in d sense tat hehe i like it when ppl scold me once a while..a bit "pien tai" leh hehehe

u c, sometimes, i like it when ppl kinda remind me of my mistakes through scolding..hehehe for example i always like to c ping gets angry n sort of scolded me in a rather not so fierce but concern n yet "char-dou-by-me" tat kind of tone hehehehe he sounds so "MAN" lah~ muahahhahahaha

so when darlene burped out tat sentence i was like "hehehe okokok will study N must study"
so i kept myself away from d computer n start studying yesterday...
u know, it is kinda hard to start studying after u've stop for some time (i'm not d consistent kind of student) but bcox of wat she had reminded me, i forced my superego to take over my id n managed to finish some chapters on socioloy n creative strategy...don't u jus love it sometimes when ppl scold? heehhehe

hehehe, in case darlene c tis, thank u ya...do scold me often but not always k hehehe

am searching for my thesis lit review now ,wil take my bath after tis n study lol ~~~gambadeh!!!!

p/s: to all my frens, though i like to b scolded(only in special circumstances) but tat doesn't give u d rite to scold, letting out yr steams n etc on me k...thank u for yr cooperation.

NOTE:
superego:the part of personality tat is moral: popularly known as conscience.
id :d part of personality tat is irrational, concerned only wit seeking pleasure. (partying, enjoying ourselves, lepaking, blogging n etc etc)

chinese cindertasha...

hehehe too boring nthg to do plus lazy to study so i went n play around wit my photoshop(u know la, still new, found it rather fun to play wit hehehe)....d first one is d original cinderella n d second one is yr dear fren me hehehehe....wat do u think?the eyes, nose, smile, cheekbones belongs totally to me without any modification... but i did infact added some eye shadow to it hehehehe...

p/s: For clearer view, pls click on d picture itself..btw, d eyeshadow should b in purple n d colour should be clearer..perhaps i've enlarged it so tat it's easier to see, tat's y d colour seems to be lighter than it is supposed to be...ehm...

sweet little kid..

was having dinner at kf c jus now n as usual after food, we must wash our hands rite hehe so
jus when i was washing my hands, i saw tis little bout 3 year old malay boy came near d sink, he tried to reach for d soap but unfortunately his too short to reach it..
so i helped him to press d button when his little bro about 2 years old came n wanted to wash his hands too..hehe so i helped to put some soap on his hand as well..then i smiled to them..guess d younger one almost freaked out afterall i am a stranger..a not so pretty one in fact.. :P

then to my surprise his elder bro actually reached out his hand n helped his little bro to clean his hand after he has finished cleaning his own..
i mean, they r jus kids n d elder bro actually knows how to take care or d smaller one..seeing d elder one holding his little bro n cleaning his hand slowly sure makes me smile..i mean they r so sweet....n they r so young...
so i was telling ping tat next time , i too will teach my children to look after each other...they r simply jus too too sweet....

will u?

i am never good at saying "NO" to ppl especially if they need help.In fact, i once hav a buddy who told me tis.."can u stop being an angel!"..it torn my heart when i heard tat cox i thought i was jus helping..till today i still find it hard to say "no"

my only 2-months new rommie woke me up earlier tis morning when i was still chit-chatting wit MR.Chow in my dreams, n asked me to sign some sort of "witness agreement" for her loan application n i was like "what??"

i was VERY VERY RELUCTANT seriously..i mean afterall i dun really know her cox most of d time i'l b in uni..more over, why do u want me to sign it? i think it is kinda shocking n rude at d same time, u know asking someone u hardly know to place thier signature on an agreement as a favor.

She sort of mentioned to me d nite b4 n i've already given her a BIG hint tat i dun think i wil sign for her n i was hoping tat she un. Then, she replied saying tat her parents wil meet me n give d agreement to me the next morning n i was like so dumb founded..

so i've decided from the very moment tat DUN CARE LA! even if her parents indeed came still i will stand firmly on my decision.."NO, I WON'T SIGN IT..i hardly know u!!!!"

she hasn't come bk yet today n wonder wat wil both of us feel...perhaps there'll b a tensed feeling in d room but guess i couldn't care so much cox it is better to b safe than to be sorry later on...rite?

if i ...

i think i better not remind u about the haze
it is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad...
today is even worse..i dun think i can breath, even my room smells...

something came across my mind jus now....i was wondering wat if n i say wat if (touch wood)...wat if i never wake up d next day right after i closed my eyes to sleep tonite...i mean..who know? perhaps it is d polluted air or something else...

sometimes i wonder wat if i jus die suddenly perhaps in an accident or so on..
i think i can imagine how my family will feel, i mean they'll b shocked n devasted...but
i always wonder how my frens wil take it?will they come to my funeral?wil they miss me?
how bout those ppl who knows me once b4?

i once asked ping d same ques..he wil usually ignore d ques by saying "dun b stupid la!, it won't happen k!"then i insisted tat he must tell...then he says ................(not gonna tell u cox too yok ma hahahahaha) but he said something tat really touched my heart n i know tat if happens to b true tat i'm no longer around, he will always love n remember n miss me..

then he asked me y do i always ask such ridiculous ques n my answer to him is "sometimes, i wish to know how u feel cox if one day i am dead at least i know how you feel.."

tat's y there r many quotes n so on tat ask us to tel d ppl around us on how much v love/treasure/appreciate/ thankful or even sorry n so on so tat v won't regret it when the person is no longer around..

to my family...i love you guys very very much..u all r my everything.
to darl ping...dear i really love you...u make my life meaningful n beautiful.
to all my frens(old n new)...buddies, i do treasure, appreciate n cherish d friendship wit every single one of u even if some of us might hav misunderstanding n so on..u gals wil always b my friends...

p/s: do take tis chance to tel one tat's next to you how much u treasure them.. :)

my God..the weather is so so so bad

view from my room...my God, look at d sky...


road to UM..d actual situation is even worse..i thought i stay near d burning forest instead...it was so smelly n very suffocating..

to all my frens...pls..
drink plenty of water,
take in more fruits,
stay at home,
dun smoke!

p/s:i took these pictures in d afternoon n evening around 2pm n 5pm.

intro to buddy limei n her hubby andy..congratulation

exchanging vows....exchanging rings...

lovely and happily married couple.......ever sweet and beautiful bride, limei...

engagement rings...

funny hokkien...

was bout to post some pic on limei's ROM but d connection is too bad..perhaps tomolo so happens to saw tis in friendster..found it damn funny especially d last one hehehe..so, enjoy tis one first k!!

QUESTION: How do you know frogs are Hokkien?
ANSWER : Because when it's cold, they go "kwah, kwah, kwah".

QUESTION : How do Hokkien prawns laugh?
ANSWER: Hae hae hae (hokkien for prawns)

QUESTION: How do Hokkien fish laugh?
ANSWER : Hu hu hu (hokkien for fish)

And here is a classic..............
QUESTION : What's the difference between Ang-mor and Hokkien fairy Tales?
ANSWER: Ang-mor fairy tales begin with "Once upon a time..." and Hokkien fairy tales begin with "Lim Peh ka li kong..."

my all time favourite..

....................................................................................(taken from:www.nivmedia.com)

did i tell u all b4? i love calvin n hobbes.... :)

diet calendar..

the mission starts from now...
first steps....calender planning...

august 2005.....month of d mid autumn festival = moon cake indulgence...
september 2005.......mum's bday...=cakes n foods...wah sai...
october 2005.........darling's bday...=cakes n "desserts" hehe..dun siao la!
november 2005........suitable for diet..okok
december 2005......christmas and "tang yuen" festival..eat eat again...
january 2006.........diet diet for cny......
february 2006........cny n bday hehe eat eat eat n eat...habislah all d effort...
march 2006........ok can start to diet gain hahaha
april 2006........ching ming festival..= my favourite "chai buih"(sour vege..yum yum)
may 2006~ june 2006...a chance finally a good chance..YES!!!
july 2006..........ghost festival hehehe

it's sure hard for us( rather me myself hehe) chinese to diet cox no matter wat d occasions are..we eill eat eat eat n eat..even during the "ching ming" and ghost festivals..as though tat is our business too...

haih...my mission sure is an impossible one...perhaps calling it off wil b a good idea afterall hahahahahahahaha....excusesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss...

kambadeh!!!!

i wan i wan i wan wan wan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i must i must i must must must!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
must o!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kambadeh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHA... siao liow....
*grenny might know wat i mean....do ya?*

saw n heard..

went to pc fair yesterday..my God....there was so so so so so so so so many ppl..i guess, it's more than the pc fair that was held in PWTC previously....it was really packed...we went out around 2++ then we head to mcd to hav our lunch b4 v joined the "sandwich"crowd at pc fair..

wat i saw or heard along the day....

-an Afgan/Taliban/Arabian/Iraq (i assumed, sorry not sure cox they looked d same to me..) mother who's wearing a burqa having MCDONALDs wit her son who's wearing AMERICAN AUTHENTIC...erm now tat's wat i call peace... ;)

-a couple who shared a set of regular Mcdonalds next to us (then was stealing glances at us)...
girl..*whispering*
boy.."want or not?..if hungry order la..order again la....want?"
-ala....y pretend tat u dun eat much at d beginning...haih...

-a couple at d damn packed and stuffy klcc lrt station..
girl..*whispering*
boy..*loud and obvious*.."huh?! monorial leh..where got almost the same (he means the ticket fare)?..wait for a while k.."
girl...*sien..*
-poor thing...monorial not tat expensive k...how much more could it cost? if that's ping..die la~~

-samsung and Lg promoters..fuh~those uniforms.....if only i hav my camera wit me..ping said i'm abnormal cox i'm d one who 'kap' lui instead of him hehe...

-a pregnant lady wit a see through pregnant dress....erm..sexy?i dun think so..

-i finally saw the rm2 per entry klcc exclusive toilet...from the entrance...hehe

back at home around 8.45pm..happily wit my new red baby "ennyah"..........thank you dear... :)

have i grown up?...

was chatting wit sa jus now and we were discussing on wat to get for limei(our very dear fren bk in secondary sch) for her wedding..she got married earlier this year in April(that is in spore where she works) and she'l be having a dinner in taiping on this coming 29 oct.

noted, she got married not bcox of wat some of u b might thinking..she's NOT pregnant hahahaha they got married cox she said they plan to buy property d..plus she loves her hubby also ma.."hang fook"nia~

so we were toking on what to give to her..angpau or gifts..duh it makes me feel like i am really old..we r growing up...nonono v r grown up!..geli nia...i was telling sa that "huh give angpau a?..it makes me feel old leh"..so i suggest we buy her smthg.....but we r stil in d mid of discussion..
but seriously i can't imagine holding a red packet and give it to her..i mean so paiseh la..guess this is also my first time attending a fren's wedding kua, plus we r of the same age, gosh i feel like a kid...s#@*t! but guess there's always a first time rite...hehehehe perhaps i can get ping to give it to her hahahahahahahaha

haih...remember how our topic only revolves barbie dolls, batu seremban, congkak to polly pocket then backstreet boys, then parties, clothes, guys and so on..
now it's marriage, career, insurances, savings, investment as in buying cars and ...............the list goes.............

** to "Limei and hubby "....may both of you will always be shower upon with love and happiness...congratulation...**

doll tok...

do you tok to yr doll when u were small or even now?
i used to have a doll about half of my height..he's actually a cat..no no no he dun looked like a cat..wait..he's a cat-alike-doll hehehe
it'd kinda hard to describe but if ever i see that similar doll again i'l let u know..

i used to tok to him, cry in front of him, telling my daily life to him on what me n my frends did for the day...cry n hug him whenever my parents scolded me for something or even when i am displeased with my parents...u know how sometimes our parents might misundestood us for something we had done...i still remember having many patches on his red, yellow colour body because of the tears and saliva..hehe

i will usually tok to him in d middle of the nite when everyone is asleep..i'll cry myself to sleep while holding him tight..he listened to everything that i had said and he has this pair of eyes which seems to understand every word that i said.. he's eyes somehow wil tell me that "it's ok girl, everything will be fine.." i mean it n i'm not crazy....he really has that eyes that actually tok to me...
i can always find comfort in him...til today i still miss him...

i have plenty of dolls or rather soft toys in general..he is not the most beautiful, or expensive or anything else... he is basically a simple doll which u can find plenty of it in bazaar at hatyai...but he is indeed very special one.....guess i'l b telling my children in future that mummy once had a very special fren...

last but not least...my dear frens...no worry...i'm not nuts or grazy or gila or tak siuman...i am still who i am hehehe

p/s: my dad once overheard me toking in the room by myself at nite and they were shocked..they thought..heheh u know...but i told them that i am actually toking to my doll..
nowadays, my parents still jokes about how i didn't say goodbye to my dolls whenever i leave home to kl..they wil sometimes ask me when wil i be bk from kl for my 'babies' are missing thier mummy d..

wanna b a good girl...

***noted tis post might b a bit geli..u might not be able to tolerate seeing the softer side of mine hehehehe***

was bz chatting in msn with my frens in msn last nite...then i have to end the conversation immediately though we still hav plenty to chat about because ping was waiting for me downstairs...worst still, there was a need to go into d toilet before i shoot downstairs like a bullet..a fat one in fact hahahah ..back to the story.. oh gosh, 3 mins wasted gain n he's still waiting there.. then, after all d 'ping ping piang piang' while rushing downstairs..finally i met him with an innocent smile...

that is d usual situation not to mention the time that i choose to lepak or go clubbing, yamchar with yin, elly, neet, weileng, phaikyu, laneng cousin sis and so on...i left him alone sometimes at nite...i know i know...i have my freedom to hang out with frens ma...he said so too...i think so too hehehe but he never leaves me alone..never..

told greeny last nite that i think ping is unhappy but yet he insisted that he's not mad at me for letting him waited for so long...he didn't show any facial dissatisfiction but yet guess deep down...i can feel that i had upset him more or less...if i am the one to wait...habis-lah dia...

greeny was telling, advicing, nagging, scolding (ada?) hehehehe after i told her that... basically she did said something which makes me realised that there is something i must do in return.. can't help by feeling bad...i vowed to treat him better from last nite onwards..hehehe

thus, die die must finish all my assignments for tomolo before i start to work under limited sources of coloured paper n so on..finally..manage to finish one simple at 3.25am..

in d morning..manage to slip the card into his bag while he went searching for a table at the mamak.....hehehehe then tiba-tiba he opened his bag (usually he won't unless he is in the class, cox his wallet n phone wil b with him)..i was not prepared for him to see the card when i am with him..i thought he might realised that only in the lecture..v usually do not sit together...

there was S-H-O-C-K-E-D word printed across his forehead and a wide smile followed by.. "U a~~~thank you.." hehehehe

*hey girl, thank you ya for your advices n suggestions...he loved d card very much..heheh he said he wanna chip in for my mp3 player which i plan to buy this coming pc fair but i refused la.....hehehe * happy ending......? i think so....he asked me out this saturday..hehehe a date! YES!!

thats' d card..not very nice but it' was done sincerely, with effort and love.hehe