phone-phobia

Am i the only one who is afraid of the phone, afraid if there's someone at the end of the line telling you that there are tons of BIG problems with your arrangements/projects/ideas/work etc?

There's a kind of person who love to exaggarate stuffs, making up stories and creating stress for ppl...such ppl's call always leads me feeling miserable as their calls always equals to bad news... but this week is different..

this is the first weekend that i feel no pressures at all..

a weekend where the heart finally beats normally..

a week where the phobia towards the phone's ringing stop for good....oh how peaceful~

truly heaven..

finally the sky is clear again..


*pic from smartie taken at pd from our room's balcony

Thank God for answering my prayer.. :)

in such a good mood to blog nonsense hehehe nite nite everybody~ sleep well..sweet dreams..

smile...things will be alright again..

been realli bz these days, so bz that i hardly have time to meet up with everyone, i miss everybody..

ever since working, i guess most of us go through all kinds of emotions..sadness, dissapointments, fear, doubts, anger.. but along the way i guess we realli grow up...i myself, am stil learnin..step by step, mistakes by mistakes..

come to think of it, along this time, am glad to have a bunch of sohay to share it with me, guess we graduate together, we face the problems at the same time and we understand how each other feel cox we are in each other's position..

indeed, i must agree with rachel, whenever she's down, she will looked at our pictures and she know she will be alright.. last night i have the same feeling as i looked at the pictures..i smile, i laughed, i shed tears..tears of happiness..

So chel-chel, lai yee, cyen,smartie, seefong & chu..remember to smile..we have each other here..

cyen farewell

in chu's new car..



we went all the way up hill, jus to eat chicken rice cox it rained so heavily rite after we took the rice..wasted but fun heheh


cyen farewell at chu's place keke


see wat a gift she gave to us b4 she left..we got no choice but to bid farewell kakakakak

Recent trip to PD

3s bday!! 3s = sohay li yee, sohay see fong n sohay rachel

wat more can i say? sohay o~~~

self-help..

I used to think or rather i wonder y do ppl read and buy those 'self-help' books..i mean if you don't know how to live like a person and you have to depend on books written by others...wat life means then?

i saw once before a fren who reads how-to-love-a-person those kind of books, being a typical pieces, i believe it is about feelings and when you love that someone, you will know how to LOVE..you don't have to depend on the books afterall, where's the magic of love when it can be written down in words ?

But this past 6 months has not been easy for me, perhaps for some ppl, it is part of it, it is the way it is..

Without realising, i actually found myself standing in front of the 'self-help' shelf, looking at those rows of books, trying to find which one of them can 'open up my mind','save my exhausted heart' and 'strenghten my spirit'... at that moment, i was feeling truly helpless..

i took 3 books from that shelf..can't believe i am actually admiting it here.. but indeed, it did help to make me smile again, or at least feeling better once again..
perhaps true at certain situation, with spells there's magic..

From the experiences, i realise that i do changed and i do see things differently now...

From the books, I realise it does help me to think the way that i never thought before...let's just saw, i''ve think out of the box..ran out from that corner...

I do hope that this means that i do grow up, at least a little more compared to 6 months before today..

weekend.

i have always love sunday morning..the feeling when u wake up and the sunshines that shines brightly with birds singing in the sky...truely heaven..but, maybe because it is sunday that whenever i wake up, i can always see mum n dad in the living room.. :)

now that i am working, i love saturday as well as it is also the day i looked forward the most after work...i'm always in a better mood in the weekend, everybody too i think..

so, i went out last saturday to meet couple of unimates and like usual, i'm in one of my best mood..so happily i walked and sight-seeing along my way to midvalley (though there wasn't anything much to see) , i came across a young chinese guy at the masjid jamek lrt station..

he was tall, middle sized, he has four eyes (spectacles la~) and rather tan...not very handsome but ok la, those kuai kuai kinda looked guy..with a backpack next to him, i assume he must be some kinda college student, perhaps in his first year...he was standing alone at the stairs near to the ticket counter and he looked kinda shy and afraid to approach the passer-by..

for those who usually take lrt to work, you'l notice that there are a lots of ppl giving flyers and little pieces of paper guaranteed you a job where you can work from home and earns bulk of cash easily..yes, that guy was trying to give the flyers there..

i don't usually entertain them as i do think most of them are merely scam, i will usually wave no or casually say "no, thanks" and walked away...but looking at that guy being alone, student look-alike n everything, perhaps he was trying to earn some extra pocket money...so since the day looked so bright and me feeling relaxed cox it's a weekend, i decided to take the flyer (since he offered to me) hoping that he will finished his job soon and able to enjoy his saturday as how i was going to..

so i took the flyer and crossed the busy street and headed to the putra lrt.. out of curiosity, i read the flyer and instantly i regretted helping him..

the flyer stated.........

" hilangkan berat badan secara efektif, dijamin berkesan...."