attention to all lovely friends of miss tash..

pic from:virginia state police

attention to all lovely friends of miss tasha ho kai sim(subject),

The MSN account of the subject had been illegally used by some B*****d last night. Agent Chau Yen managed to detect the crime but however the criminal has escaped before action. Therefore, if you have come across a bastard who don't chat as humorously, funny, cute, interesting and friendly as subject, please do not ignore but do give him/her a piece of your mind for invading privacy. Anything mentioned/chatted by the criminal since 9.45pm last night consider void and the subject will not held responsible for all that had been mentioned (including celebrating birthday's plan , treating you makan, buying you gifts and etc etc) cox it might b from the criminal.

The subject believe that her fellow frens will be able to tell between the subject and the criminal. Moreover, subject's MSN has been down for bout a month therefore, it is quite impossible for subject to chat at night (even day, damn office has monitored internet access wor!no mail checking, no msn, jus purely outlook bussiness mail) so, again the subject would like to stress "Anything mentioned/chatted by since 9.45pm last night consider void and the subject will not held responsible for all that had been mentioned (including celebrating birthday's plan , treating you makan, buying you gifts and etc etc)"

However, if you happens to promise the subject to TREAT her to makan, shopping, massage, spa, sauna, facial treatment or even vacations, your promises is STILL VALID for now and also permanently regardless of intruder or not. Your cooperation is very much appreciated. PEACE.

from,
tash ho

p/s: all the above mentioned is TRUE, ain't fooling around!! some F**ker has logged into my account..damn~ i wonder if he manage to log into my yahoomail, blogger n etc...shit! plus yea my msn still down, dun ask me y~

p/s : special thanks to my special crazy unimate Miss Chan Chau Yen for detecting and calling me up when she realised that i dun sound like how i am~ thanks girl!!! muacks!!!!!!!!! see, true frens know i chat professionally!

i think i'm in love again..

u know those heart beats..
those silly smiles..
those butterflies..
then those shy shy feelings hehehe...


i think i'm in love again..


i'm in love with....

him..

p/s: pic from carsthemovie.com

columnists?

was chatting with my colleagues today and it happens that out of the 4 newbies, 3 of us are of journalism/media background..so we were chatting happily when one of us said that she actually wanna be a review writer..she's now practicing it through her blog and she hopes that one day she'l be able to realise her dream..

come to think of it, one of the reason why i took up journalism is because i like to write..i like to express my thougths and feelings..i love playing with the words and construct them in the most beautiful and creative way..i have a lot of life-ventured-philosophies that i like to share though yes i admit, i might not be that strong in my language but i always hope that one day i can be a columnist..i think i had once told a fren of mine about my wish to become a columnist but i have no confident that i'l be a good one (or at least a interesing one)..so it was jus a silent wish..

my colleague told me today that i sounds like a lecturer when i'm explaining a certain situation to her...come to think of it, my unimates think i should be a lecturer too (i thought about it too), then my secondary pals used to think i should be a counsellor or dj (i did thought about it too)...
but i end up being in marketing instead but again, my senior told me today, she actually thinks i have the qualification to be in marketing..i wonder..but i believe in doing my best no matter where and what am i doing..kambadeh!!!

but indeed if got chance i dun mind having my articles published once awhile hehehe...i wanna b a columnists that are able to share my daily encounter with the readers...so anyone wanna consider me? ;) perhaps i should take my blog as my own column..hehehe btw, i got an A for my persuasive writing..hehe so happy..

p/s: i think i blog differently recently, my blog has become a place for me to tell..has it become more personal? i'm not sure but last time, i will try to think what i wish to tell and what i do not wish to..but now, i jus seems to wanna tell it here..

life can be beautiful..

am so touched to see a lot of sms or comments from frens, feel so loved!! kakakaka thank kew thank kew!!

as usual life is stil unstable cox no money, no transport and no time kakaka moreover, msn is still down and stuff...

despite all these, i saw something in life that really cheers me up..u c, i dun use to take starlink b4 this because i stayed in PJ where starlink dun reach there and i dun need starlink to go to uni...though i took starlink for a few times but i never actually encounter a trip where the train is packed with primary and secondary school students..i mean,those primary students, they looked so small in size and yet so independent..they travelled with their frens, watching out for each other by giving out a hand to hold their little frens who can't stand steadily because of the 'shaky' train movement...no matter they are boys or girls, they chatted happily and guess what, i even heard them saying something the worldcup hahahaha sooo cute~

then those secondary students, young and innocent lovers with happiness written all over their faces..yes, it's not really appropriate to 'pak tor' while you're stil in sch and still with your uniform on..but hey, we can judge no one k, afterall love is blind..love makes one happy too..as long as they know their piriority and know wat they are doing..then i guess it is fine..but again, everyone learn from mistakes, failure and experiences..am not saying that teenage love won't work but at least if it doesn't work..it is still an experience..AS LONG AS THEY KNOW (I HOPE) WHAT THEY ARE DOING...i wonder..hehehe i dunno..

anyway, i saw this sometime bk when i was looking for places to stay near pandan indah.. now, my journey only full of sight with working adults cramping into the train like sandwiches and with 'natural deodorant smell' all over the places..

but nevertheless, i always believe that finding the beauty out of the imperfect situation will make myself happier..cheers.. :)

p/s: thanks to all dearie frens for encouragement..God bless and i will try to finish all the name listed in my prayers b4 i sleep kakakak

new life new challenges..

these few days has been really tiring for me emotionally that is...work hasn't officially startet yet..y? long story.... am handling a new project but it turn out that this might not b the line that i wan to be in..at the same time, this new line is also a place where i am gonna to gain a lot of experiences..

come to think of it, everytime when i do not wish for something, that particular thing will happen for sure..for example, i dun wan to work in sales and yet today i found out that apart from event management, i'm doing sales as well...erm..the harder u try to get away the more they will come n approach you..but again, like i say, it's a long story..am gonna do a lot of things relating to sales n event n pr..

on the other hand, the internet has been giving me a whole f**king week of trouble..travelling to and bk from low yat b4 work, after work, during weekend..if this continue, i'l die b4 the connection is alright..plus, my D drive went nuts too wit no absolute reason..my hard disk is showing sign of quiting at any moment when it jus restart non stop at anytime it likes..my digital camera report itself too with a sign of 'system error'..AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm going to go crazy soon!!!!not only that, dunno what the fuck have i ter-click, my MSN is down so basically i'm like lost all my connection with all my dearest frens..i had reinstalled it but somehow am unable to connect still (error :80048820, anyone can help?)

but now i guess i still can manage a little bit more because am learning to be independent and hope to be stronger..i know i will survive!!!! (at least that's what i hope.. *sigh*) as the saying goes, the bad things come at once and good things come after that...it shall b a bright day afetr a heavy rain..

at times i can feel lonely as well for all my life is about waking up to work, then coming bk to clean up n sleep..n nothing more..i used to have ping accompanying me and crazy bunch of mates to yamchar..but now am staying too far from everyone, MSN is down and too tired after working.....so growing up ain't easy huh..it ain't at all..plus, dunno how on earth i still manage to gain weight!!! f**k!!!!!i am now as round as a ballon..a black one infact, i used to be fat fat, white white n smooth smooth..but now, fat fat, black black (i swim) then with pimples (lack of sleep)!!F**k!!!!!!!!!

haih...cool down cool down..i guess i have no choice but to go shopping this weekend..grrom myself n hope that when i dress good, i feel good...(let's pray that the new found figure will not cause depression instead)

life is still unsettle yet at the moment.. pray and hope that i will be stronger...missing everyone...

happy father's day and happy birthday dad..

Fatherhood circle:

4 years : My dad can do anything.
7 years :My dad is stronger than your dad.
12 years : Well, father does not seem to know that either.
14 years: Father is hopelessly old-fashioned.
21 years : What do you expect?He knows nuts!
25 years : Excuse him lah! He's getting a bit senile.
30 years : Let's get dad's opinion.
35 years : Better ask dad what he would do before we make a decision.
40 years : I wonder what dad would have thought about that? He was pretty clever.
50 years : My dad was very knowledgeable and wise.
60 years : I'd give anything if dad were here so i could this over with him. I really miss that man.

i guess i have past the 20-29 years old long time ago...for me, i always choose to listen to him or mum and like a 30 years old girl, i always seek for his opinions and advices even for small matter for i know i can count on him and mum...mum is always the caring listener and dad is the ever wonderful advisor.. my dad is a very special dad..he is a very loving and supportive man to his family....a very sporting and funny guy and deffinately wise...with dad, you know u will have no worries because "dad knows and he will "kau tim " it all :) "

you know, on my first day of work, dad sms-ed me " go go 加油!!" (if u had watched the korean drama by rain -full house- you'l know what i mean hahaha he is so funny ;)) dad and mum recently has been indulging in korean drama hehehe so no choice la ya~ hahaha

however, for the first time, i din manage to go home this year to celebrate father's day and his birthday this year..i used to go bk hometown but this year due to some matters to settle in kl, i din manage to go home..am very dissapointed and i hope he won't feel too dissapointed..

i wish dad will have a lovely father's day and birthday this year..may he'l stay healthy, happy, young and strong always..we love you dad, happy father's day and happy birthday...

p/s: wish i can be home..

p/s: the above "fatherhood circle" i got it from a book called" Laughter, the best Malaysian"..i saw this b4 this in The Star np, and i really like the fact that the article really reflect on how we took dad and mum for granted...therefore, i choose to type it here to sharee with everyone..we must really treasure them o~

i've got my internet d!!!!!!!!

it feels so good to be bk...sorry for the late update, wanted reply everyone but somehow i dun have internet connection with me since i've moved out from my hostel last month..i've got so much to tell that i'm not sure where to start it of..

i've ended my 3 years of education and currently starting on another phase of life...i've moved to pandan indah in cheras and i finally have my own room after cramping in the little 3-persons-hostel for 3 years..ping has gotten a job at cyber jaya so basically i am starting to adapt "independent" life for he has always been there for me and now i am finaly alone.. it seems that there are alot of things to get use to...i admit that it can be lonely sometimes but am trying to fill in the time doing stuff..am planning to go for yoga kakaka plus luckily i have my cousin sis and crazy unimates often sms to keep in touch..thanks girls for the msg on my first day of work..those luck indeed very in need hehehe plus they r very sweet..thank you..

job so far so good la, it's only the second day, monday will b the third day..i wish to learn as much as possible and hopefully things will run smoothly..so nothign much bout my job at the moment..i wonder how everyone is donig..without the internet n money to call, it seems that i've lost contact with the world heheheh am feeling so good that i finally have my internet..

ooh God i got so much to say but now, i really dunno what else to tell, the mind seems to b running with thoughts and everything..shall babble again tomolo la..btw, England has qualify themselves into top 16 hehehe SOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wanna sleep now, blog again tomolo la...NITE NITE SWEET DREAMS...

p/s: to all my frens whom i din manage to talk to when u ppl called me, or wasn't able to reply yr sms recently..sorry ya..am very bz cox jus moved in to my new place and lots of stuffs to be done and to settle, especially wit my stupid internet connection..but i, TASHA HO KAI SIM here promise to keep in touch and make up with you all very very soon k~~ miss you all..take care!!

worldcup here i come kekekek

tomorrow is officially D-Day..the day that i have been waiting for...aaahh...fours years of waiting...how long is it..yes, i'm talking about the one that most of you are talking about these days.....the WORLDCUP..hehehe

many people have wrong perception about how women of the world hated football..Coastal Cottages of Pembrokeshire (UK-HEAVEN OF FOOTBALL) even have a special football getaway specially for ladies...

but for me, worldcup is something i really look forward to...during the last worldcup in Japan & Korea, man i had even skipped my F6 tuition jus to watch the match (Korea vs xxx- can't remember hahahaha) anyway, the point is yes, i love watching worldcup..i remember decorating our "F6 english buletin papan" with all football news at that moment kakaka and also those endless conversation with sooean, monn, clare( football maniac who will sleep early to wake up in the middle of the nite to watch football!!!) and also kew chai chin (unbelieveable really!!!!) ..... kakakakaka it was so so so memorable and fun..plus, ping n i started off because of football also kekeke

worldcup is starting from tomolo..anyone wanna join me??oh how i wish i have my own tv in my room...oh how i wish i dun have to work so that i can watch those late nite matches..oh how i wish my fourite team will win this year ...oh how oh how heheheh ...btw, who's yr favourite team??

mine? hehehehe

to my dearest one..

our journey is a sweet and memorable one
full of laughters and happiness
you always keeps me safe and warm
in your own loving and protective way..
i will miss the laughters
i will miss the hugs and kisses

shall always be there
supporting you closely
knowing successful you will be..
they call this faith that you have for someone special
i call this love..
love for someone like You..