i'm in love..

my office desktop monitor hehe

currently so in love with him..

p/s: pics taken from baidu.com.

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do you remember this?

i saw this and it create a smile that i had almost forgotten as i grow up~
:)

walk

i need a long distance walk..
after a walk things will be different..
i just know it..

a place..

is there a place where people can post in anonymous without anyone tracing the writer and yet the writer can find someone who can share her thoughts with?

many stops blogging when they find their posts are too personal to share..many started another blog in hope to keep their personal posts personal..many blog ambiguously in hope to tell the untold to the world without actually telling..many forget why they started a blog at the beginning..

it started as a diary where it was a place for me to jot down my thoughts and feelings without hesitation. In fact, in the beginning, I do think the beauty of blogging is to know that when you are saying out what's kept hidden in your heart and mind , there's someone out there who is reading it.

And that someone...

is someone you don't know, someone who don't know who you are, someone who will not judge you (even if they do, you wouldn't know and it doesn't matter cause you do not know them and they will not affect your life) , someone who might share the same thoughts as you are and maybe also someone far way who wishes that he/she can share some words of encouragement.

Sometimes, knowing how a stranger can be encouraging can be comforting..

meeting his family..

Alright, I might not be meeting the in-laws but am going to see Ping’s whole family ( parents, brother, aunties, uncles, nephews, nieces and etc etc) next week during his uncle’s wedding.

I don’t want to appear sloppy or too casual. So am having a hard time wondering how should I wear..i have been searching for many online fashion websites but yet nothing seems to interest me..

Am looking for something that is not too flashy, not too tight and not too revealing yet, just nice, sweet and smart at the same time ( sweet and smart ?? is it possible?) erm…*scratch head*

I prefer dress though am having the thoughts to wear pants as well..but if pants I am wearing..what kinda top should I go for..i have problem finding tops as always cause

1) I cant’ wear sleeveless
2) I can’t wear those with lots of cuts, patterns, and flowers
3) I can’t find tops that are fitting enough cause i can never find something which reveal the wrist line (I HAVE OKIE!) and yet hiding the boobs.. everything just made them looked so oversized..sigh*

You see, there will be 2 session, one is in the morning and dinner in the evening. So I plan to wear pants in the morning but that will be the first impression that I am going to leave to his family. I’m not sure how his family would take me as, I mean, it’s natural that his family would prefer his girlfriend to be more girlish and less corporate. Pants tend to makes one looked more independent and less feminine. Or should I go for dress both morning and evening?

But if I am to wear dress in the morning, doesn’t it look a bit over-dressed? i mean, it will be hot and everything, pants would definitely be more comfortable. Or I’ll just stick to dress that will limit my movement while trying to find a place to stand from one place to another just like a moving ‘vase’..

*Sigh*

Headache la..

If there are any guys out there, who so happens to read my blog.. please let me know what a guys wishes his girlfriend to wear to meet his family..

And girls, time for you girls to show some supports and sisterhood spirit…HELP!!!!!!

Thanks~

p/s: btw, I dun have a 36-24-36 body figure..OH and also, should I wear make up in the morning? I simple, light and nude kinda make up will do, rite? Erm….

Scooter and his sunday

"hey scooter....scooter! yo~~ scooooooooooterrrr....... ?????"

"scooter...where are you??...."

"hey, come out now..it's sunday, come let's take some pictures..."

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must find him...


behind the door..nope!


under the table...nope

one the upper bed...nope!btw, i'm sleeping on double decker..

under the cover...nope!

*sigh*...continue
in the closet...nope!
in drawer 1,drawer 2, drawer 3,drawer 4...*#^%$ nope!!
nevermind, continue, he must be somewhere in the house..

in the storeroom...nope!
in the kitchen...nope!
in the living room...nope!
in the shoe rack...nope!

damn!!!!!!!! That's it!!!!

sorry guys i have been searching for scooter up and down the whole g.damn morning and when i'm totally exhausted and after a nice bath...i saw him..
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sitting next to ah bean the doll..


Scooter, you fool me this sunday but you can't fool me next sunday..

scooter enjoyed his sunday...i don't...#$%^&

if I can do miracle..

*Contain non-halal food pictures :)


weight has always been an issue for me..i try to lose weight many times and like many, i gave up half way through the process especially when there is a tiny mini differences that only i myself can notice..yes, the inner evil-self always says since diet-ing for so long d..no harm taking a break hehehe that, y i was never successful..

even when my younger bro saw me ( when he came to kl from spore) , yes his reaction was "wah!! u realli fat hor...wah!!realli leh" not once, not twice but countless times until the following day when i send him to bus stop..luckily i didn't not plaster his mouth and guess what his goodbye was " sis, diet la, lose weight la..jin bui liao.." *&^%$ nia ma..

Ping's family will be here next 2 weeks for his uncle's wedding..his mum ask me to attend the wedding..seeing not only his family, but his grandma,aunties, uncles,nephews, nieces...man..2 weeks time, do u think i can do miracle when...


Ping bought me to Just Thai

Just to have Tom Yam.. ( not exactly nice, and definitely not hospitality with a heart)

my favourite Dim Sum on sunday morning..

wonderful and yummy bagua roti with plata( some more!!) from my colleague

Delicious kebab pasta i had during office training..this is killing

along with little potatoes ( this is FATTENING!!) and brownies...

- Yuen Steamboat Buffet
( with nee and seefong, cause nee was depress, she was alright after that but i pula yang depress in return)
- Dinner with Wanying at Kopitiam cause it's her birthday!! so a reason for me to celebrate and break my diet also
-dinner with ean and followed by some cooktails last sat ( thanks girl for the drinks!)
-weekly dinner with Ping a compulsory, so no choice hehehe ( but i always enjoy eating with ping :) )
-office tea time..yes, my colleagues always circulate food around..from 'char siew bao', crackers, baskin robibins ice cream, egg tarts, chocolate donuts and etc etc
-office event for at least 3 times this week, and yes, we are provided with food food and food..

so the list goes on...

how to lose weight? how to perform miracle? u tell me...