i want it!!!

I WANT THE LATEST PHOTOSHOP PROGRAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wan d flowers, d stars, the colours, d fonts, d layout, d everything!!!!! mine outdated d lol`

actually today too free la so posting like there's no tomolo~~ ;p

at day at aqua (2)

nee posted yr face d leh~hehehehe

d six of us that went to aquaria kekeke


u c la, mirror also em fong kor...ala me haven ready kekeke

new home perhaps?

jason introduced me to wordpress.com today..it has more interesting template n it seems that they have more other functions that blogger doesn't have..i am TEMPTED to move my blog to wordpreee but problems are;

1. i had jus changed a template n i dun feel like changing it again..
2. i am more used to blogger with it's functions n stuff..
3. i am too lazy to inform everyone about my new site..
4. it wil b a trouble for me frens to changed my link on their blog..
5. me too lazy to learn again how to add fancy fancy stuff on my blog..

yet it is rather tempting cox;

1. new templates n some of d templates look nicer than what we have in blogger..
2. new functions, get to play around wit it..
3. different than others
4. ......
5. jus feel tempted la~~

i think i better dun change hehehehe perhaps mayb when one day when my mood is unstable like d other day..i might change it ;) in d meantime, i'l stil be a blogger user hehehe

jason,
thanks leh~if not me really dunno bout it..

time..

we have known each other for so long..
i thought that appearance is no longer a prob for love is everything..
it hurts..it hurts badly
but i know it is for my own good..
i understand that it is time in return that i need to play my part
i can blame no one
but myself..

words that r said..
can't b taken bk...
u said it, i agree to it...

for u i willl......
i willl.....

mum, i will on diet again.... :P

hehehehe need to on diet d!!!!!!!!kenot kenot my mum also think i gain weight d la...die bor, all those late nite yam char n occasional beer gathering... c la everytime on diet sure got ppl ajak makan one aiyo~~~
i am really need to on diet liow....so fellow frens, i need yr supports!!!!!!!!! kambadeh kambadeh kambadeh!!!!

p/s: stil waiting for d group pic at aqua..shall post it once i got it kekeke in d mean time, i need to b as flat as d pou fish in my previous post~~flat flat flat here i come!!!!!!!!!!!

a day at aquaria..

went out wit yuki, seefong, nee, jerrica n theresa...paid rm 20 for entrance (provided u have student card la)..
many ppl asked me is the price worth the money? erm....i seriously dunno leh..but d place am very comfortable n clean la..plus d customer service also ok..then d animals also looks ok too kakakakaka

but i do think the kids will enjoy d place...as for adults..erm..perhaps a good visit also if u wan to run from d hectic working life cox d air-cond is super cooling then there are some interesting creatures too..like u know d most deadly frog with patches of yellow n orange on its back?! man, it is very very very small n it looks beautiful...it is so small that i think it is only of a 20cent coin..

however, there arent' much of underwater species...not much or perhaps all fish looks d same to me kekeke anyway, not bad but not very impressive as well..


dragon-lizard i think....can't remember d exact name..

piiiiiiiiiiiii = kuai lin gou

most fascinating creature..i saw it poo poo leh that day..

i HATE SNAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that's d kelisa size turtle i said about to sa n wendy..

they say it looks like me..

this is d place i told sa & keanaik, wendy,n alan kekeke

it is actually much wider but too bad la..i din get to capture d whole thing..

....

i broke it
he shattered it
both refuse to mend it
though i (perhaps he too) wish it can be mended
bcox v r stil in it...

new look..

am suppose to do my thesis...am doing in fact..but d kick does not seems to be there..thus thinking of changing my blog template n babble a bit here woould help kekekeke
jus wanted a change of mood badly...
HELP~~~~~~~~~~~~~

goodbye to my previous template...

crazy...

N.K.Jie MisSs yOu!! just sent you a Nudge!

N.K.Jie MisSs yOu!! says:

halo

N.K.Jie MisSs yOu!! says:

how are u?

i shall reconstruct myself n my words...haih... says:

hey hey hey

i shall reconstruct myself n my words...haih... says:

me ok la...bz with thesis now

i shall reconstruct myself n my words...haih... says:

u leh?

N.K.Jie MisSs yOu!! says:

wat???

N.K.Jie MisSs yOu!! says:

u miss me??

i shall reconstruct myself n my words...haih... says:

ok ma?

i shall reconstruct myself n my words...haih... says:

got miss me ma?

N.K.Jie MisSs yOu!! says:

oh really???

N.K.Jie MisSs yOu!! says:

me arr...sure miss u

i shall reconstruct myself n my words...haih... says:

hahahahaha

i shall reconstruct myself n my words...haih... says:

me also leh

i shall reconstruct myself n my words...haih... says:

beh tahan nia

N.K.Jie MisSs yOu!! says:

me tooo haiz

i shall reconstruct myself n my words...haih... says:

how is life?

i shall reconstruct myself n my words...haih... says:

wah yr pic looked so pretty la..

N.K.Jie MisSs yOu!! says:

boring~~

i wan sleep now...

N.K.Jie MisSs yOu!! says:

and u??

i shall reconstruct myself n my words...haih... says:

me a...about to sleep also lol

N.K.Jie MisSs yOu!! says:

i hear tat u wanna do homework right?

i shall reconstruct myself n my words...haih... says:

yalol

N.K.Jie MisSs yOu!! says:

but u can't sleep now

i shall reconstruct myself n my words...haih... says:

dun wan la..lazy d

N.K.Jie MisSs yOu!! says:

ok lah..

i shall reconstruct myself n my words...haih... says:

mayb tml or sat do whole afternoon la

N.K.Jie MisSs yOu!! says:

i wan sleep NOW@

N.K.Jie MisSs yOu!! says:

byebye

i shall reconstruct myself n my words...haih... says:

ok!!!

i shall reconstruct myself n my words...haih... says:

sweet dreams!!!

N.K.Jie MisSs yOu!! says:

ok bye u too

i shall reconstruct myself n my words...haih... = yrs truly
N.K.Jie MisSs yOu!! = my gila roommate

u c gila boh my roommate, she actually chat with me when we r actually sitting in d same room with our back facing each other...wasai...

Brokeback Mountain..

pic from googleimages

"It is simply one of the greatest love stories in film history." -- Joe Williams, ST. LOUIS POST-DISPATCH

"If the filmmakers weren’t trying so hard to deny the characters' failings, Brokeback Mountain might have lived up to its immense reputation." -- Jeffrey Westhoff, NORTHWEST HERALD (CRYSTAL LAKE, IL)

"Ang Lee takes his time developing the characters and situations, making the proceedings credible. And Rodrigo Prieto's photography captures the magnificent Wyoming settings by emphasizing natural beauty, as well as the feeling of remoteness and isolation." -- Jeff Vice, DESERET NEWS, SALT LAKE CITY

"A haunting and complex story that explores the strength and fragility of love, Ang Lee's visually magnificent film is as affecting as it is beautiful." -- Urban Cinefile Critics, URBAN CINEFILE

"A story of forbidden love on the range, Brokeback Mountain is acted, directed, written and photographed with heart-pounding beauty." -- Philip Wuntch, DALLAS MORNING NEWS

*** more reviews besides the above can view from www.rottentomatoes.com

reviews from frens who had watched it...

"Yes, Brokeback Mountain is REALLY nice, the feeling will linger in your heart for days after you watch it."-chloe

"brokeback mountain.. wow.. it's really really marvellous..brilliant shot.. :) i love it."-myles

review from yours truly:

hah?!
huh?!!
*gasp*
shit!
oh shit!!
oh oh shit!!!
oh shit!shit! shit!
no!no!no!
har?!!
*close eyes*
*shocked*
*stunned*
wat?!
wah?!!
*gasp!!*
frown
*sob sob* changed upon consideration....original word used*touching*
............... (speechless)

clap hands "piak piak piak"
brave, beautifully directed, wonderful actors...

story line...depends on how you yourself c it...cheers :)

wedding bells..

what does marriage means to you?

marriage means having kids n a place call home sweet home where my hubby will come bk from work together with me (cox he need to pick me up)n we (i, most prob) cook ,eat, tok about his n my day, watch tv, put d clothes into d washing machine n etc etc etc..

i know i know, not very realistic n d world is not a fairy land where fairy tales lovers live happily ever after...financial probs, work pressure, kids education, future investments n stuff....damn, reality does hurt...

so long to my happily ever after..welcome work work n work forever ever.. ;p

back to my story, i saw juvian's nick on msn stated that sue yen is getting marry this march 31 in Toronto.. chang sue yen i assumed cox no other fren has d same spelling as hers..try to get some info from juvian...i wonder if it is that sue yen..

anyway, counting sue yen, it brings a total of 3 frens from my batch (2 pigs from my own group of frens-juvian, yes u..toking about u!!! then pingmi) got married... :)

hate to admit tis but it sure gives pressures..i mean, we r 23 n d idea of getting married jus creeps me..i'm not sure how prepare i am to get married n to be someone's wife..i no longer can use MS. but to use MRS.wat n wat.. i no longer can stay out too late becox it wil not b too appropriate for a wife to come home only at 6am in d mornin..perhaps, some may think after marriage, u r still u, u r allowed such freedom but to me..to b someone's wife..i have a certain things or certain way that i must behave..that is to behave like how a wife suppose to be..

so many is going to shoot n hentam me for being big time not not 'power girl' but at d same time, some late nites yam char-ing with a bunch of great buddies n hubbies will do no harm hehehehe :)

but that( d lost of freedom ) is not what really scares me...but rather d commitment, d responsibilities, d thought of ' "what if" v do not click as husband n wife..u know paktor-ing n kahwin-ing is soooooooo different...i wonder is it bcox i am not staying wit my bf now so that is y i feel it wil b very diff when 2 persons stays together...

BUT ALL THOUGHTS ARE OLY APPLICABLE PROVIDED I CAN GET MARRIED LA THAT IS...HEHEHEHE

i wonder wat d heck am i mumbling about but nevertheless

CONGRATULATION TO SUE YEN n may you'l b showered with blessing n love always!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if ever, EVER i am this slim...everyone pls rise with me shout loudly.........

"MERDEKA!MERDEKA!MERDEKA!" hahahahahaha :)

suet char..

one afternoon.....

waiter ="minum?"

me ="suet char" (iced chinese tea)

wendy="suet char kecik"

sa= "kaisim, lu eh besar a?"

me=" huh?!!yayayaya besar eh! "

looking at wendy n me said = "suet char uu seh eh meh?"

sa, keanaik n wendy (laughing) =" ula! kakakakakaka"

me= ?????

who knows wor??/ where got suet char come in such a big glass one???i thought that is only for fruit juice SPECIAL...that day was very hot n i was dying for water but who knows besar is so besar wor??!!! so memalu-fyingkan..

I Not Stupid Too..

i had jus came bk from d cinema after watching "I Not Stupid Too" 小孩不笨2 with see fong n chu..special thanks to them for d free ticket kekeke chu says it's my bday present kakakaka....anyway, enjoyed d movie very much n i must say, it is a movie worth to watch...

if u had watched the first episode of movie with d same title 小孩不笨, you'l realise that what they actually featured in d movie are exactly what is happening in d society or rather in singapore itself nowadays....i personally think, not only in spore but people especially chinese family r acting as shown in d movie as well..

children are required to perform at their best by scoring As in sch n any activities bsides study is nthg but fooling around n time wasting....chinese parents are too busy earning money n they tend to neglect d children by not being able to have time to listen to what they children has to say..they thought by providing money, luxury, video games..they'l b able to compensate what d children has lost..parents that will share, support, n be there for them..afterall, parents r d one they r closest too..



d story line is rather simple but i really like d meaning carried bhind it..d dialogue that they use n d scenario that they potrayed..there r few scenes that r really touching n meaningful..i especially like a part where Cheng Cai (Joshua Ang)'s father try to tell his son "i love you" kakakakaka that part was funny yet very sweet..then there's another part where d younger kid Jerry (Ashley Leong) was being cane on his hand for stealing money (d reason behind it, very very touching..i cried like hell)....yea, that part remind me of when i was small..my dad caned us too but not for stealing money la..for some other reason..now that sure brings bk memory...



as for Tom (Shawn Lee), if u remember he's d kid that always get cane whenever he failed to score 100 for his math n he then attempted to commit suicide by jumping down from his apartment..in d second movie, u'l b suprise..he is such a grown up...i mean..he really grew!!! both he n Jushua Ang (d one that sells mee in d first episode) r getting more n more handsome.. :)

d rest of d cast was marvellous too...every character has something to impress d aud...a movie where each character weights equally to each other...Jack neo certainly has impressed d aud once more with his slice of life movie...



it's a movie that will truly remind n brings u into d mind of children...highly recommended :)

p/s: pls bring along packets of tissues if u r d type that can cry easily...like me kekekek ;p

all pictures r taken from moviexclusive.com
for movie review pls click HERE

chinese subtitle

was switching channel as usual though yes, there's only five local tv channel we have.. but hey, i still have the right to swtich channels rite?! kekeke

anyway the issue is, i actually, for the first time saw chinese subtitles for our local production...i mean, perhaps i'm the last one to see it but i am really impressed....i mean not only the chinese character looked nice on screen (cox i dun read chinese) keke but i really think it is a good move of RTM to take such step to have chinese subtitles for malay movie, then english subtitles for some malay movies and at the same time, malay subtitles for english, chinese, tamil, spanish and korean movies.

it gives more opportunities for others who master only one language to enjoy what the local tv stations provide...i dun read chinese neither do i read tamil of cox, but with the subtitles at least i dun missed out excellent movie like Kabhi Kushi Kabhi Gum and cried till my eyes popped-out.. yes i know it's a hindi show and you might be laughing at me because i dun even understadn what they are saying but with the power of SUBTITLES...yes, i enjoyed them a lot..

but some of the subtitles jus makes you cry because they r too hillarious...there are those that will just put a direct translation which will make you laughed your head off hahaha i saw one last nite in a korean movie at tv3/8tv....d girl was very frighten bcox she thought that d guy (her husband) is going to rape her..in d story, they r suppose to act like husband n wife but in actual life they r jus merely acting to show d media, something like d one in d korean drama "full house"..n she was yelling n begging d guy not to have sex with her and u know wat the subtitles wrote? it wrote "bolehkah, kita tidak bermesra?" kekekeke it's kinda funny..imagine if they use d word "berasmara"instead of "bermesra"!!hahaha pengsan aku!!

anyway, bk to d story..am so glad to see some improvement in our local tv station..i mean, apart from the fact that they show the malay movies with chinese subtitles mid in d afternoon, no one will realise that bcox everyone will still b working or even studying...

but nevertheless, it's a good effort and people can really learn n enjoy movies that r not only of thier own language but to b able to learn others languages n culture as well.. :)

p/s: can someone tell me..am i'm d only one who din know about tis?

last nite..

jus came bk hanging out wit wendy, sa keanaik n frens..had some beer n thought of posting some pictures that i had been delaying while waiting for d hair to dry up..so here goes..

went for steamboat with my uni mates, wenzi, chris, chloe n pyee last wed..thanks girls!!!! had a lot of fun n laughters n yes, we shall go to have d chicken wings again some other time n this time it is so gonna b wenzi's turn to grab d chicken wings..plus special thanks to wenzi for d present..she bought me a set of colour lense hehehe

this is d gift that i mentioned from sheauhooi...like it very much because it is very lady like and at d same time it is very sweet of her to remember..thank you!!!

Next is this little doggie is from sheena..it is actually a wrist supports when using the comp mouse...d fur are smooth n very comfortable plus very cute also kekeke i lvooooove doggie kekeke..thanks girl!! lovely and thoughtful gift, she n elly even bought me a great lunch at bangsar..can't remember the name of d restaurant but d beef noodle sure tasted good, thank u girls!!!......am touched.. :)



till then...very sleepy now n i shall continue again tml ya...nite nite..

p/s: there's a suprise from juvian that i had yet receive..hehehe

getting irritated..

this is so gonna b d week of nthg but ranting..

how ppl can b so inconsiderate??
some idiots sat on d chairs when they r not using d comp..
while some who wants to use d comp has to stand( next to them that is) n yet those idiots still happily giggling over d pictures that they sees...how immature...

saw a group of 4 frens..yelling across d street as though she had been raped jus bcox d fren has threwone side of her slippers away (noted this: she's yelling in a high pitch when d fren is jus about a meter away).. wat so fun about giggling and yelling?? attention seeking?? pls la~~~~

was trying to move a chair in between of two gentlemen (i thought) only to exchange with ignorance n "being helpful" by sitting there n then without realising d chair can't possibly pass through their body like magic..
where have all d gentlemen gone??

duh..this world is full weird ppl...
i really wonder if it's bcox this is jus another week in very month that everything seems not right to me.... damn!

was trying ot post smthg sweet n fun but guess with my mood swinging fater than d monkey that swings from tree to tree perhaps..some other day..i shall post again..

in d mean time am so thankful to have a place for me to rant .....

p agony..

i woke up feeling d pain below my abdomen and my back as though someone had punched me..i opened up my eyes, it was dark n chilling..i'm in a room a room which was so small that i can only stand up straight n not even able to make a turn!!the wall was so close that it only left two inches of space around me..i'm trapped in a box rather than a room..it was even smaller than any other store room.....

i tried to stand but d pain was too much, i tried to sat again but my back is hurting too..
i tried to stretch out my arms to d front, to the side n to the back but d room was too small!!!!i try to kick d door but there wasn't even space for me to lift up my leg!!!i try to bang it with my fists, but d pain at my abdomen has distracted me..God, i'm trapped in such a small room that i can barely breath!!!! i was tired, exhausted, frustrated!!!!
AAAAAAAAAARRRRGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELP!!!!!!!! I can't turn, i can' move, i can't stand i can't sit!!!i wished nothing but to die at d very moment... the air was thinning, i was suffocating..my head was spinning but i can't b panic, i can't...cool down...cool down......take a deep breathe...*breath in breath out*...God pls help me......


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thank God..everything is over now...

nerd!

was on my way to find sheau hooi (my future-sis-in-law) today and i was on d bus when i saw this stupid-idiot-ignorant-NERD!!! yes u heard me right, N-E-R-D!!!! no offend to other nerds but tis one is a big time one..shit him!!!!

i was on d bus trying to call my bf to ask him to jump into d same bus when i reached his place..u c we got into d bus at different bus stop...y, erm, cox i finished class late n he finished his class d..so he went home n took his bath n get ready while i'm stil in my uni...so back to d story..

so as bz as i was, i didn't realise there's a pregnant lady in d bus next to me..come on, her belly wasn't even facing me..it was her butt that is facing me..so when d conductor bus tapped at my shoulder n said "hey bangun!" i was shocked!!i mean huh?wat happened..then he pointed at d pregnant lady n like a rocket i shot up(yes i was that fast) n ask her to sit down while saying "sorry sorry kak, tak nampak u.."

n u know wat happened??? she GLARED AT ME!!!! i was like huh?? hey i jus realised k, plus u were facing yr BUTT to me..how am i supposed to know..d bus was so cramped...i was a little stunned but nvm la..then half way i realised..wait...wait........d pregnant lady's belly was facing this chinese -computer (i saw his text book)- nerd!!! damn him!!!! dun he have some kind or courtesy to let d lady sit?? n i realised that jus now he was looking at his book trying to ignore d lady (that time i din know d lady was pregnant, i jus ter-glance that there are ppl standing around..).. shit him!!!!!!

i was so shocked!!! he's d kind u know, with 4 inches thick old fashioned glasses, checked boyshirt-tucked in, (GOD pls, forgive me..) with apek pants then with his hair comb in an "apong" style..u know those that u gel-led so much n yet desperately try to have a 'apong' in front..shit man this guy is a disaster!!!

i dun usually be so mean to ppl but to realise that he didn't let d lady sit when obviously he saw her n resulting me kena hemtam by d conductor bus n everyone looking at me as though i'm d inconsiderate one..shit him!!! the conductor bus even said this to me "tak mau bangun a??"when i had already bangun d very moment he tapped on my shoulder damn!! i was so embarressed!!
walau in front of his eyes n yet he can pretended that he din c d pregnant lady....he spoilt my whole evening!!damn!!!

*deep breath*deep breath*

u know, come to think of it....not only he's a nerd, he's d kind of nerd that even study also won't excel..shit him!!!he's a GEEK to me!!! G-E-E-K!!! damn inconsiderate Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek!!!!

Excuse me for being so rude but i am mad!!!! i din even know wat happened, tiba-tiba jus kena hentam nia....no offend to others but can't help..jus want to so so so gonna blog-suikan him..walau..kek nia..


p/s: btw, sheauhooi treated me to a evry delicious dinner (thanks bro for sponsoring!!) at ampang point n she bought me a necklace..very very nice necklace, thank you sheauhooi, i lve it!!...shall post d pic soon..

at tis moment, i need to soak myself in d big tong of ice water..damn i need to cool down.. 3 years of "bus adventure" never have i been inconsiderate n being malukan in public like that..damn..d world is full of weird ppl...

little aeroplanes..

情爱的”小小飞机的主人“，

我想哭，你让我哭
轻轻的呼吸，
静静的你，陪伴着我，
不须要话题
你比任何人更了解我

我从来没好好珍惜
我任性
我孩子气
儿你从来没离我远去

你说
你永远想我开开心心
不想我为你跳眼泪
只要我在你身边
和你一起飞
你会让我找到辛福的感觉

谢谢你
我爱你

this solar powered lamp is actually a present for both valentine n bday from darl ping..hehehehe v got this from genting during valentine... when u turn on d light, d little aeroplanes will start moving in a circle..it has a very fairy tale like of feeling... thank you love...i really love it..thank u~~~ muacks!!!



p/s: pls excuses me for d grammar, adjective or watsoever chinese error , too paiseh to ask ppl to check for me la~ ;p