wedding bells..

what does marriage means to you?

marriage means having kids n a place call home sweet home where my hubby will come bk from work together with me (cox he need to pick me up)n we (i, most prob) cook ,eat, tok about his n my day, watch tv, put d clothes into d washing machine n etc etc etc..

i know i know, not very realistic n d world is not a fairy land where fairy tales lovers live happily ever after...financial probs, work pressure, kids education, future investments n stuff....damn, reality does hurt...

so long to my happily ever after..welcome work work n work forever ever.. ;p

back to my story, i saw juvian's nick on msn stated that sue yen is getting marry this march 31 in Toronto.. chang sue yen i assumed cox no other fren has d same spelling as hers..try to get some info from juvian...i wonder if it is that sue yen..

anyway, counting sue yen, it brings a total of 3 frens from my batch (2 pigs from my own group of frens-juvian, yes u..toking about u!!! then pingmi) got married... :)

hate to admit tis but it sure gives pressures..i mean, we r 23 n d idea of getting married jus creeps me..i'm not sure how prepare i am to get married n to be someone's wife..i no longer can use MS. but to use MRS.wat n wat.. i no longer can stay out too late becox it wil not b too appropriate for a wife to come home only at 6am in d mornin..perhaps, some may think after marriage, u r still u, u r allowed such freedom but to me..to b someone's wife..i have a certain things or certain way that i must behave..that is to behave like how a wife suppose to be..

so many is going to shoot n hentam me for being big time not not 'power girl' but at d same time, some late nites yam char-ing with a bunch of great buddies n hubbies will do no harm hehehehe :)

but that( d lost of freedom ) is not what really scares me...but rather d commitment, d responsibilities, d thought of ' "what if" v do not click as husband n wife..u know paktor-ing n kahwin-ing is soooooooo different...i wonder is it bcox i am not staying wit my bf now so that is y i feel it wil b very diff when 2 persons stays together...

BUT ALL THOUGHTS ARE OLY APPLICABLE PROVIDED I CAN GET MARRIED LA THAT IS...HEHEHEHE

i wonder wat d heck am i mumbling about but nevertheless

CONGRATULATION TO SUE YEN n may you'l b showered with blessing n love always!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if ever, EVER i am this slim...everyone pls rise with me shout loudly.........

"MERDEKA!MERDEKA!MERDEKA!" hahahahahaha :)