after much anticipation..finally i had watched d memoirs of a geisha...
"write down one thing that you hate..no matter whether its a thing, an animal, a kind of people's behaviour, feelings and so on..as long as you hate it...n 3 reasons y.."
*think hard think hard, looking at chloe, looking out of d window..think hard think hard..*
"chloe, what a?..dunno leh..not sure what wor..."
*aha! written it down*
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"kaisim, tell us what u hate the most"
"regret, i hate to regret..becox..i cannot forget d things that i've regretted, i can't reach bk to what i've missed n finally i hate feeling helpless for i can't do anything about it.."
d lect looked att me n said smthg like it's something sounds very heavy ( from the heart)...chloe says i sounded "deep"
then d lect asked" how do you turn(persuade yourself) to love what you hate?"
"persuade myself to love regret by telling myself that only through regret i learnt from my mistake...from regret i learnt to appreciate more of what i hav and finally it is also through regret i am able to see what are the things that really matters to me..."
that's what happened in d "persuasive writing" class today...we r suppose to learn to persuade ppl including ourselves... but again how successful can v be in persuading ppl n most of all ourselves, especially when it is conflict that lies in us....if so, r v living in reality or fantasy?..can v love and hate at d same time?..
it's easy to say but it's hard to do...is persuasive writing suppose to be a form of art/skill that meant for us to escape reality or a way for us to see the truth n b optimistic..?
what about you?what do you hate d most?
check tis out..i've gotten it from a fren's fren's blog....
and v thought v can.........u know......if they dun send........
but after looking at these "evidence", i guess there's no other rumours on..u know..u dun have to..u know...if u still dunno then no choice la, can't help u..
d owner= LOBAK, has been fined for failing to pay bk d ptptn loan..n this is what he said "My study loan, is charging interest, to be exact, a fine, around 100 bucks for every month I don't pay up."
check out his blog at http://www.lobak.com/lobak/blog/...
kinda like his blog because it's pretty sarcastic but funny at d same time hehehe..
do drop by.. :)
yes, as mou liew as i am, or as " intentional" as i am to avoid doing my thesis hehehe...i went to lilian too's feng shui website to find out what d year of dog will bring to my family, my bf as well as myself.... u know la, pieces ma..
so i came across tis link called Animal Attraction-Who is your 'secret friend' or your best romantic match?and tis is wat i found
The indomitable Tiger and the well-connected Boar or Pig are a high-spirited, sociable, expressive, and demonstrative pair. A word of caution: The Tiger has to stay alert, while the Boar must be made to do some work.
after reading what chloe has written on her blog, i realised that it's been long ever since i wrote a piece or a post with my heart..or i did but i did not realise that..perhaps d post on my elder bro, Jerry...
i love writing despite those grammar errors n so on..i like to express how i feel because somehow it makes me feels better...sometimes, all v need is to tell, to babble n to simply TALK..regardless if he or she is listening..mayb it is because after throwing out wat's within your chest n mind, it feels so much lighter inside n d day seems brighter too... d problem seems to go away in form or words as you spoke..guess that's wat they call, voice from d heart..
there r a lot of problems that you can't justify or make conclusion based on what you think..it is important to ask yourself how do u feel about it...being a typical pieces, yes, i act according to how i feel more than how i think...it may not b able to bring out the best result (in fact mayb more mistakes) but at least, everything i do or say i know my heart does not carry a guilt with..my sensitivity helps me to b where i am today...good or bad, at least i know how i feel...i know i dun feel heavy inside...i feel for myself, i feel for others too...
my elder bro left me a comment which i happens to realise it today..
how to know when your younger sister has finally grown up?
* when she's "yelling" instead of "talking" to u
* when she wants to show u how good she can be
* when she no longer ask for favor, she "command" for favor
* when she says that u did't understand what she wants anymore
* when she no longer listen to u but only her friends
it happened to my sis, and will happen again to my bro.
now, I did't see any of the above from my sis....all I can see is how much we care for each other.
it's just the time for our litter brother ....
love
Jerry.H
now u know y i adore my elder bro so much? he is always able to think so much more deeper n he has always manage to give me wonderful advices..there r times i feel too much that i was unable to think wisely, am very thankful and glad to know i hav someone who will think for me and make me see things that i din't see...
thank you bro, i understand and no worry, i love barry as much as i love you too cox u both ain't heavy, u r my bros... :)
love,
sis tash.
p/s: now i hope not only i'l b able to feel for others but to be able to think for others more as well... a new year begins n i know what i want for this year...to b a more mature and wise daughter, sister, lover n friend...
first thing to do on d first day of the year is to sort myself in d right house so that i'l behave and fight like how a member should be for the year 2006 through harry potter sorting quiz...
chloe will b so crazy over this test kekekeke i wish she's from slytherin cox she's such a die-hard fan of harry potter kakaka it'll drive her nuts kakakakak joking nia la!!!!!enjoy la~
Which Hogwarts house will you be sorted into?
hehehehe i wish i am a Gryffindor but still it's ok! cox not that bad ma to be a hufflepuff hehehehe
Your in-depth results are:
AnD So tHey sAy "TaSh iS A dEvil wiTh an AnGel's kInd HeARt..." *grin*
