Monday, December 05, 2005

dear kaisim..dear tash...

dear kaisim,

hey there, how r u doing recently?it's been long ever since i saw you..d last time i saw you would most probably when u r out wit wendy n sa, aha receiving gifts from miko n santa, studying wit a group of frens n etc etc....glad to c that u enjoyed yrself very much..i can see that you hav no problems bothering u, how lucky..it's nice to c u smiling and fooling all d time.. :)

fren........ hav u ever wish u can b a piece of white paper? where u learn to colour yr life once again?pink for love, yellow for sunshine, green for refreshing breeze, purple for sentimental touch and bright orange for happiness..there's too much blue, black,gray recently..so much to think about, or mayb it's bcox i'm in d mid of growing up?music has become my closest company recently..i love listening to them singing words n feelings deep down in me...yes, i wish to cry...

fren, i've been a really bad gf, daughter n fren recently...i lost temper at ping, i din manage to go home for more than 1 month n today i lost my temper at Chris, my fren..i hav no idea y..i jus wish to b alone..

better don't bother u so much since u r having yr exam at d moment..gambadeh k! good luck 4 yr next paper since today is not exactly yr day..take care..

luv,
tash

dear tash,

hi girl....hate to see u like that...guess perhaps u've been keeping to yrself..it seems like deep down u r not feeling happy though yes, u enjoyed yr frens company very well, receiving wishes from frens all over d place for yr exam....yr laughter, jokes, caring words r all sincere..what's wrong girl?..u should b happy...

u must hav felt very bad for unable to control d bad temper of yrs i know...there's nthg i can say about controlling..perhaps letting it go will make u feel better..look at things wit an open heart n mind then u'l feel much much better..trust me..dun b too stubborn..pray to God n ask for guidance, strenght n courage...

u r going to genting soon after exam..perhaps it is a good time for u to let yrself go n enjoy yrself to d fullest..afterall, there's a lot of things that u cannot control..b content n worry less perhaps are d right answers that u r looking for..

take care my fren..remember..everything wil b fine...don't worry...perhaps it's Aunty Menstrual that's playing jokes on u..cool down..everything wil b fine..n also girl, pls say sorry to Ping n Chris will u...

luv,
kaisim

10 comments:

  1. Anonymous9:14 PM

    fren, dun think 2 much!!
    all da best in ur final k!!!
    gambateh!!!

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  2. greeny:放心拉..我没事..人的生命中一定有开心和不开心..你也要加油哦....good luck!!!

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  3. Anonymous11:28 PM

    是的是的!!加油加油加油!!!!!!
    没事就好...

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  4. sa:hey thanks..yea..i am a human too..thanks for reminding me man..serious i am bad at controlling myself these days..do let me know if i behave weird k..sometimes i jus can't c my own mistakes..thanks girl!!

    greeny:yes!!!你也要加油加油加油哦!!!!!!hehehehe 开心吗看那么多的华文? kakakakaka

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  5. Anonymous12:27 PM

    hehe...beh pai leh!!
    ur mandarin improve so much!!!
    great great!!!

    muz ask sa learn oso..
    akekekekeke...;p

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  6. blog it out, and u'll be ok :)

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  7. greeny: greeeny siao liow kakakakaka yea must force that pig to learn hahahahah or better dun let her learn then v can tok bad about her kakakaka

    sa:sometimes it is good to know nthg ..u know... *wink*

    ean: yea, feel much better to tell it out though i am considering starting a personal blog where no one knows where lies d secrets kakakakakaka serious, i broke my own promise:never blog about personal feelings..blog has becomea place 4 me to b myself..

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  8. Anonymous9:21 PM

    my dear... in the midst of dilemma huh? wish i was there to listen n accompany u.... mo matter what, may God bless you happiness and provide anything that you need.. ^_^ all th best in yr exam..

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  9. Anonymous9:48 PM

    tash.. when r u going to finish yr exam?
    i'm coming to kl this tuesday...

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  10. mei:thank u girl..am very grateful to know u care..thanks girl but no worry i am getting better d...hey u haven tell me y u can't make it leh~i'l b in tpg..if u r bk let me know k!miss ya~~

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