going after

When was the last time you have someone going after you? Asking you out for a romantic dinner and giving you bouquet of flowers that will make your mood of the day blossom? Walking side by side yet not holding hands, exchanging silly sweet smiles that fills the silent of the night ( though it is still silence la since no one started a conversation ) then, ended that night with little sms to say goodnight and here we go again the very next day when you received his “ would you like to go for a movie tonight? Are you free?” sms..

The thoughts of knowing he has a “thing” on you and you are dying to hear his confession as time passed u both by. In Chinese, they call this “ai mei”. In my language, I call this “ ai beng”.

Ai beng? Wat is ai beng? Well, you may translate it into 2 different meaning.
The first one is “ ai =love, beng = hit/pukul/ wallop “
the second definition would be “ ai= same it’s called love and beng = yes, ah beng the ah beng that you have been calling your neighbour in the office.”

Let me explain the first definition. You know it’s funny that guy can drag this “ai mei”, sorry I mean “ ai beng” game into a long period of time until when both don’t even know if they are a couple after let’s says ½ year into it. But that is not the funniest, the joke would be the girl still don’t think they are a couple and the guy definitely thought they are already. You see, wanna kena wallop boh..

The second “ai beng “is because there are many times in life that we call others ah lian and ah beng. But how many of us act so too? At times, because of the fear of being rejected and even the fear to put down the man’s ego just to tell their love ones that he is in love . People think too much not because they are wise but because they just happen to think “what if”. But have they thought of what if they dun say it now will they have the chance to say it again in the future ( i.e when the girl is holding hands with another cute guy)? I respect guys who know what they want and do what they need to get what they wish. ( in a right manner of course). Afterall, what is the loss that you have?

But of course this is just some of my opinion afterall eventually this is not what I planned to write in the first place.why am i in into this topic? I have no idea hahahaha…was actually planning to write about being going after cause I dreamt about few guys going after me last night kakakakakak .. there sure is a night where sweet dreams come to visit hahahahahaha

ok. sorry. saja shiok sendiri..