wonder..

these few days has been realli weird...
been feeling as though something is missing..

it's kinda a distorted situation i would think..
erm...imagine, I've been thinking hard..not exactly thinking HARD but been having lots of wonder about many things..like..

1) how does it feels admiring one again? erm...the excitements and little things one do just blow you off hahahha
2) how does it feels to be at England? i wanna be there not just for holiday but being there as residents..weird..i was never came across as someone who will migrate...n if i do, the far-est i can go would be spore..
3) In fact i've been thinking about going 2 US? Adeline, i'll come n find u one day when my financial allows me to..
4) thinking of earning and spending at the same time.. gosh..this is damn conflicting..

and the bizarre ones would be..

1) how does it feels being in harry potter's world? in real life i mean..
2) what if there realli is a wizard world..erm...am i actually a pure blood or half blood? or as not suprising as it is i'm just an ordinary muggle who wish to be a wizard kekeke
3) if i am in d wizard world, r there realli lots of "the good vs bad" fighting? erm..no doubt in the real world, it is such so that people are fighting among oneself also...
4) my heart actually feels heavy ,thinking harry potter is about to end at book 7....

man, i must be going nuts..

btw, watched harry potter and the order of the pheonix..love it!