some people when they consumed a lot of alchohol drinks, they...
- yell, scream
- fight, kick
- talk alot
- total silent
- pee in their pants
- laugh
- cry..
- others..
only then, i realised that i laughed and smiled a lot when i'm at that 'blur-state'...but wat i don't know is the aftermath feeling.. is it really that after some alchohol, you will feel down or sad? or is it because the alchohol drinks has let the suppressed feelings inside to creep out...why am i feeling down now?
sa n wendy told me not to keep everything to myself but sometimes i too wish there's someone for me to lean on n cry my heart out..someone who will dig into my heart and free me from the weight that i am carrying inside..i can't seems to find a way to release myself..how i wish i will cry instead last night...
to my bunch of crazymates who be with me when i needed them..you know who you are..THANK YOU..i really appreciate for the listening ears, those consoling words,the outings, the shoulders to lean on, the warm hugs and so much more...
p/s: so much to think off recently...
my dear tasha, please dont get so upset.please..i may not be your dear sister but i am really your friend.is there anythigni can do to help? please.. let me know.. tash.. all the best..cheer up ok?
ReplyDeletemyles: thank you girl, wat u said really means a lot..same goes to you, anything u know u can tell me..i think we have develop our friendship to another level..hehehe so glad to know you..u too k, cheer up n kambadeh!!!
ReplyDeleteMaybe bcos your body was tired and you just relate it to that. Sometime it's ok to show your weakness and cry. Like you told me in the beginning, don't so 'ai bin', it's ok to cry...
ReplyDeleteTake care, Sis. Although I cannot be there for U 24/7 but U know that me & Sa will be there for U if U need us. It's just a call away... Hugs
crap... lu mana uh chui... hahahaha, u were so cheng sin.. i help u to "poon" wat is good and bad effects ok???
ReplyDeletepositive alcohol effects
sleep inside the toilet, vomit all nite long, smiling and tokkin to the wall, "diak kick" in front of the hifi, sleepin in the drain, pee in cupboard, pang sai hor lang chiak, stripped off clothes (beh tong!! lau chui nua..), etc..
negative alcohol effects
crying, kek sim dui sim kua, cloud ur mind, pian kah ki, killing ur sadness/pain, drink to avoid sumthin, forget the past ..
so conclusion is dun think too much, jes enjoy ur drink.. btw, alcohol si pek kui ar, dun simply vomit leh.. hehehe..
shirley n wendy: thanks sis, really kam tung leh~hehehe as wat u all said perhaps it is ok to be soft but again if only i have someone who wil b there when i need to soft down hehehe plus yala i won't ai bin o, no worry kakaka u ppl always says muka tembok ma~ i guess mayb like wendy said mayb i was too tired..no worry k~ jus promised that will listen to my rant will do kakakaka thanks girls,hugs n muacks!!!
ReplyDeletekia soo lang, h&e:hahaha u a~~ yr analysis a bit out la~ got references one ma?? ya la, like i say i wasn't drunk ma, wa mana uuu chui?? lu la chui kakakaka but this time u din lum like during yr bday leh~ that time u damn funny la! next time must make u lum so that u will do all that u had analysed under negative alchohol effects kakaka plus MAN, thanks for making me laugh too..thanks man!
kuk ju kuk ju hao yi lou:P
ReplyDeleteJuz don keep everything to yoself~
if ya don mind...u can talk to the babi like me!!! kekez
hanee: hahahaha lol, i ingat wat is kuk ju kuk ju pula..hahahahaha thanks babi, u too ya~ anything can let me know k~ take care a~ shall meet up very very soon k!
ReplyDelete